this.and.that.

Doa of the day

2011-12-15T09:42:00.001+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Ya Allah, Ya Rabb, Ya Mujeeb (The One who Responds),

We beg You to give us:

eyes that see the best in people,

hearts that forgive the worst,

minds that forget the bad, and

souls that never lose faith.

Ameen Ya Rabb Al A'lameen!

Blow wind blow

2011-10-24T13:43:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Dear blog, i apologise for being a lazy bumbum.

Ada orang baca lagi ke my blog ni? Hihi. 6 months. Hiatus. Gosh. I don't even know where to begin. So many things happened, I lost myself and sense of time.

I am now 23. I have learned more, gained more, hurt more people and hurt myself more. Part and parcel of growing up? i believe so.

I need the strength that only God can give. I am blessed, I am love by my parents and family. I have friends, I have life. Alhamdulillah.

It's time to move on. move along and pray hard the pain will subside. I should be more focused. Love myself and never think less of myself. If i lack, i need to work to perfect myself. To change, and be a better person.

Carrie Underwood - So small

What you got if you ain't got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It's okay to open up
go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
seem so small

It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it's like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time's flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Out of all that has happened, i still have faith. Things will be better. Move along, moving on.

Too many...

2011-04-27T01:23:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Hello there. I have a lot to write down here, just don't have the time to do so. April has been an eventful month for me. One celebration after another. Work has been crazy fun, tho at times my body does tell me that I need to slow down. (eh, but am already a sluggish person what?? :P)

Went out the whole day on Monday. During the day, me and The Parents sent my little sister for an interview at UITM section 17. Met an old friend there, such a small world! I haven't been in touched with my matriculation friends since 2007!!! that's a bloody good 4 years. Anyway, the day continued with lunch at JJ Wangsamaju with The Parents and little sister.

In the evening, my dear sayangness fetched me up from home and we went to Wangsawalk for a movie. Had dinner at Outback, Bangsar. Oihh.. life is hectic, but at least I know I can still have fun ;) Gonna get my second pay cheque tomorrow. phewww... I'm going into the 3rd month, working there!! (final month of probation period :D) Hoping for more fun stuff to take place there. Aminn

Anywaysss... I will try to upload the pictures later on as for now I am super duper sleepy. till next update, take care! love~

p/s: Ma and Abah stay at kampung on weekdays, and come back to KL only on weekends. blurghh.. so this is how it feels living on your two own feet.. alahai.. macam tak best je...? :'(

Happy Birthday Chubs!!

2011-04-12T22:33:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Today is my little sister's 18th birthday. Another year older, another year wiser ey kiddo?! How time flies. My little baby sister is now all grown up!! gone were the days of wearing matchy-matching clothes :P

Mama's birthday will be on Sunday. Probably gonna go out and makan-makan somewhere. Nak celebrate mama's retirement jugak.

Tiba-tiba I feel old. The feeling of responsibility to provide for my family is starting to grow in myself. I will try my best to make Mama and Abah feel happy :)

Okla. tak larat nak blog panjang lagi. Once again, many happy return chubs beng! I love you sista! muax!muax!muax!

Fast Car

2011-04-07T02:05:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

We leave tonight or live and die this way...

Tracy Chapman - Fast Car

Hi people! it's 2 in the morning and suddenly I have the mood to scribble on my dear blog ;) kesian blog ni, terabai since dah tak duduk goyang kaki dekat rumah. Well, my current favourite song is Tracy Chapman - Fast Car covered by Boyce Avenue of course! :D It's always on loop nowadays. I can listen to it over and over again. Somehow the song gives me a good vibe. No significant meaning behind the lyrics for me tho. Just a good tune ;)

I'm adapting well at my work place (I think) . A handful of things to read/learn. Cave is definitely new to me. Never in my wildest dream thought that I would get a chance to work in such an amazing environment! Meeting people from different parts of the world and looking at their reactions & facial expressions when you tell them about the cave formations & fauna is a fulfillment.

I do have bigger dreams, but I'll keep it to myself for now. Taking things one step at a time, I don't want to think too much of everything that will probably cause me my mental-stability :P Too many things to look forward too, hope that I won't be overwhelmed by them. Life is wonderful at the moment and I pray for it to stay this way. There are of course challenges as I go along this 'working life' journey, but I'll learn more and more from the challenges ;) InshaAllah.

I have met quite a few interesting visitors at DC (Dark Cave). From the most attentive to the one who couldn't care less, from the loveliest to the ~~most annoying~~ less fun kind of human :P Ahhh.. too many of 'em and it has only been 3 weeks! well, I did wish for a work where I will get to meet new people everyday :) cheers to that!

Anyway, since I'm working 6days/week now, it is hard to meet up with my sayangs, and what more my sunshines in upm. I guess it's just a sacrifice that I have to make for now. I can't have everything my way, can I? heheee.. I miss you lovely bunch! One of these days we must meet up for a good cuppa and reminisce bout good ol' days! okie??

till then.. take care!love~

Dark Cave

2011-03-27T21:31:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Dark Cave, Malaysia - is now on Facebook!

It has been a while since I last update my blog. I've been working for about a month now, and all I can say is that I have an awesome job and a very nice work place! For those who do not know, I am now a trainee Nature Education Officer at Dark Cave in Batu Caves, Selangor.

I've learned a lot this past month, some on cave formations, the cave fauna, and of course I get to meet and greet people from all around the world. Part of my job is to create awareness and spread the words on cave conservation - I have a long way to go! Thank goodness for the great mentors I have. I hope I will be able to convey the message on conservation very well, very SOON! ;)

Dark Cave Conservation site is now open from Tuesday to Sunday from 9a.m to 5p.m. You can experience a journey through a tropical cave with magnificent formations and an ancient animal community by going on our Educational tour. Educational tour takes about 45 minutes, where we will provide a torchlight, and an Education Officer will guide you inside the cave with explanations on how the cave was formed, the secondary formations and the ecosystem inside the cave.

Well, I wish I could explain a lot more, but I have to get some sleep now ;) Till next time people! take care. love~

The Road Not Taken

2011-03-04T01:00:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

p/s: Dear God, please let it be a sigh of content and relief ;)

272 steps

2011-02-15T22:15:00.001+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Panjat tinggi-tinggi.

senyum lebar-lebar!

11022011

2011-02-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Just because hari ni tarikh cantik. Sayang kalau tak post an entry. ceh!? :P

Happy 33rd Birthday Ms. Amelia Adullah!

Many happy returns, InshaAllah.

Love you lots!

:)

p/s: to BIL, and sister in Japan. Happy belated birthday! :D wishing you many many more happy birthday celebrations in the future. with many more kids I hope! aminn~

Orang malas selalu rugi

2011-02-10T19:32:00.007+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Oh malas. Susah betul bila dah biasa bermalas-malasan di rumah ni. Bila kena keluar, cari kerja... Rasa macam banyak yang dah lupa. Lagi parah everytime balik interview rasa nak demam. hahaha. Critical case la macam ni! tensi. Tambah tensi bila bukak email 'dukacita dimaklumkan'. try me man. dukacita? yea rite.

Let us not dwell on the bull~~poop~~ matter. I'm okay. I'm fine. At least that's what I tell myself everyday. I know there are millions out there who face much more difficult problems than I do. So I allow myself to feel bad only for a teeny-weeny-tiny small fraction of time, lepas tu kembali positive. I believe it is not the end of the world. just yet. I'm still grateful for this life I have.

Semalam my friends came over for dinner. Oh, good night it was. Puas gelak ketawa tanpa perlu bersiap-siap keluar rumah and waste more money that I don't have :P hehe. Gosh sekejap aje dah masuk February. Ramai in my family yang bertukar umur bulan ni. Happy birthday lovely people!

What else eh? Tu je la kot. Belum ada mood nak merepek lebih panjang. I'm afraid it can give detrimental effect to others. kehkehkehkeh :P apa kes ntah.. Kesimpulannye, jangan malas-malas. No more lazy-bones. Kena usaha sampai dapat! :D till next time people!

take care!love~

Best kan kalau hari-hari boleh baring-baring macam ni?? ;P more of Hush-Hush here.

If you fall...

2011-01-26T15:28:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

image googled

Get back up.

sometimes...

2011-01-18T09:09:00.001+08:00

Peace be upon you.

... it's unbearable

waking up to rejection, makes me wanna go back to bed :'(

Charlie St. Cloud

2011-01-16T23:09:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

"Charlie St. Cloud is a young man overcome by grief at the death of his younger brother. So much so that he takes a job as caretaker of the cemetery in which his brother is buried. Charlie has a special lasting bond with his brother though, as he can see him. Charlie meets up with his brother (Sam) each night to play catch and talk. Then, a girl comes into Charlie's life and he must choose between keeping a promise he made to Sam, or going after the girl he loves"
(imdb)

I watched this movie with my little sister on Saturday. I don't know whether it was the (now hotty :P) Zac Efron or the movie itself, but we watched this till the end. It is a light drama that you can sit and enjoy with a good strong cuppa ;) there was a few touchy scenes that i like, and can relate to in the movie. I will try to get my hands on the book later.

till then, take care! love~

Fear of Criticism

2011-01-08T23:10:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

I (used to) have this one favorite pastime when I was in College/Uni.

I write. Short stories. 'Cerpen(s)' :P

One day, I posted one of them on-line.

Bitten by the 'encouraging comments' bug, I posted more. and more.

Until one day, I stumbled upon a NOT-so-FUN remark.

I sulked.

But nowadays...

... when I read something like this

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or like this...

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All I can do is... just smile, and they pass me by.

:)

It didn't hurt anymore.

Kadang-kadang ketawa ada lah.

I can't believe people would pay that much of an attention onto my two cents 'cerpen'.

I guess... I've grown up a little bit more ;D

I'm 2 today

2011-01-07T23:39:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Happy 2nd Birthday this.and.that!!!

Happy New Year

2011-01-05T14:28:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Welcome Year 2011!

Hi lovely people! how are you? Eventho I'm 5 days late at posting this entry, hope everyone is ushering new year in the pink of health :) December was a great month indeed! You can have a peek here and here.

So... back to welcoming 2011, Let us all count our blessings, not our misfortunes. Since lama tak update blog, dan hanya rajin blog-hopping, terbaca la macam-macam azam tahun baru. All the well wishes and hopes. I guess most of us love the idea of a 'fresh new start' at the beginning of each year, don't we? Making new year's resolution is the fun part (fulfilling it is another story ;P)

As for myself, resolution is something I can make throughout the year. I am not the most committed person on earth, therefore my personal goal(s) grow as the year progress :P Tak payah la kot cerita azam tahun baru kat sini. Tulis besar-besar atas A4 paper, then tampal kat study table aje cukup la kan? :P hehehe!

For my family, I hope this year will be better than last year. Semoga my family dimudahkan segala urusan, murah rejeki, dan sihat sentiasa. To my dearest sisters, may all your dreams come true. Bit by bit, little by little, InshaAllah.. :) To my sayangness, another great year ahead for this lovely friendship and to my sunshines yang on the way memperoleh ijazah master & phd, best of luck! May success be on our side this year! Pada yang sudi baca blog ni, terima kasih banyak-banyak dan semoga anda juga peroleh yang terbaik dalam tahun 2011 ni. Aminn.

Alright people, till next update.. take care!love~

sometimes...

2010-12-24T01:53:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

somethings are better left ~~unsaid~~ unwritten...

yang rindu

yang resah

yang susah

yang gelisah

yang sedih

yang gembira

yang senang

yang datang dan pergi

biar diam.

lebih baik.

233

2010-12-04T00:25:00.001+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

... Or maybe it's because I finally understand.
There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept;
things we don't want to know, but have to learn,
and people we can't live without, but have to let go.

- AJ Cook -

Stop Child Abuse

2010-11-23T11:22:00.008+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

"Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you.
and though they are with you yet they belong not to you"

- The Prophet, by Kahlil Gibran-

Are we aware of this? Have you raised your hand to stop child abuse? If you haven't, please do so here.

2 years ago I went for Kursus Asas Asuhan Kanak-kanak with my elder sister. It was amazing to learn about child development, the physical, cognitive, and socio-emotional development of a child from the time he/she was born till the age of 4yrs old. How much they could grow over a brief period of time from rolling over, crawling, walking to running.

I've worked as an assistant teacher in a montessori school and I know how awesome children are. The joy in life they have, the smiles and laughter, each one of them deserve to have that kind of life. The opportunity to learn and acquire skills without fear.

However, I wasn't aware of how many children are robbed of that opportunity to grow, to develop as a healthy and happy child.

The cases of child abuse in Malaysia are getting serious; AT LEAST, almost 1000 children are reported as victims each year. What about the unreported cases, one that didn't reach news on TV? Every child deserve to live free from harm, violence and exploitation, but are we doing enough to ensure this?

The major types of child abuse include physical abuse, sexual abuse, emotional abuse and child neglect.

Physical abuse is a physical act of aggression directed at a child that causes injury, pain or impairment. Injuries may result from punching, beating, kicking, burning or anything that brings about physical pain or discomfort.

Sexual abuse is an inappropriate sexual behavior with a child. It is when a child is forced or persuaded into sexual acts or situations by others

Emotional abuse is a verbal abuse or an attitude that is degrading a child. They may be constantly criticized, blamed, sworn, shouted at, rejected by those they look to for affection or compared unfavorably with siblings or other children. It can have long lasting effects on the social and mental health development of a child.

Neglect is the withdrawal of or failure to provide a child with the basic necessities for physical growth and development. This can include inappropriate clothing for the weather, unhealthy food or no food at all, lack of supervision, denial of medical care to a sick or injured child or denial of love and affection.

If I am a superwowan, I would put all of these acts to stop. No child should suffer from this, because children deserve to live healthily and happily. But I am only a human, and I know I can't stop them all because to put an end to child abuse is a shared responsibility. This 'Get on Board' campaign by UNICEF is a way to show that we can prevent all form of child abuse. With awareness comes along involvement. You wouldn't ignore your neighbor's child cry or scream that's out of the ordinary after you've read this, would you? Be nosy if you could save a child's life.

The best way to help an abused child or preventing it from happening, is by educating yourself and watching for the signs.

Signs of physical child abuse:
- unexplained burns, cuts, bites, bruises or black eyes.
- seems frightened and reluctant to go home.
- seems unsually withdrawn or overly aggressive.
- fear of a particular person.

Signs of sexual child abuse:
- sudden refusal in participation of physical activities.
- shows unusual sexual knowledge or behavior.
- have difficulty walking or sitting.
- irritation of genital or anal areas.

Signs of emotional child abuse:
- depression and hostility.
- shows extreme in behavior such as over demanding or extreme passivity.
- attempted suicide.
- low self esteem.

Signs of child neglect:
- hunger and inadequate growth from poor nutrition
- consistently dirty, offensive body odor, unkempt.
- inappropriate and lack of sufficient clothing.
- failure to get needed medical care.
- illness left untreated.
- poor school performance, tardiness or absenteeism.

The signs can be subtle and difficult to be certain that signs result from the act of abuse, but it helps to show that the child is in need of attention. You can learn more on www.uniteaganistabuse.my. The website provide knowledge, insights, advice and resources to engage, educate and empower us to protect children from abuse. Please visit the website, let us all take the responsibility to help prevent child abuse in the country.

RAISE YOUR HAND, STOP CHILD ABUSE NOW!

Adik yang nak exam...

2010-11-22T22:18:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

... kakak yang gundah gulana

bila dia tanya

apa itu konsep 1Malaysia??

saya gorengkan aje lah..

Seringkali kita mendengar konsep Satu Malaysia diketengahkan di kaca televisyen dan dibicarakan dicorong-corong radio mahupun dalam majlis rasmi. Rakyat Malaysia didedahkan dengan konsep Satu Malaysia melalui pelbagai media, namun sejauh manakah kita memahami konsep ini? Satu Malaysia adalah satu gagasan bagi memupuk perpaduan di kalangan rakyat Malaysia yang berbilang kaum, berteraskan beberapa nilai-nilai penting yang seharusnya menjadi amalan setiap rakyat Malaysia mengikut definisi yang diberikan oleh Yang Amat Berhormat Perdana Menteri Malaysia, Dato’ Sri Mohd. Najib bin Tun Abdul Razak.

Sebagai seorang pelajar yang berdedikasi dan bertanggungjwab, terdapat beberapa cara dan usaha yang boleh dilakukan untuk merealisasikan konsep Satu Malaysia. Sebagai contoh, untuk mengeratkan perpaduan antara kaum sebagai pelajar, kita hendaklah bergaul dengan rakan pelbagai bangsa supaya dapat menghayati keunikan kaum lain seadanya. Ini dapat dilaksanakan dengan mengadakan aktiviti seperti perbincangan atau pembentangan tentang kepelbagaian kaum di Malaysia yang amat berbeza dari konsep asimilasi yang diamalkan di Negara-negara lain di mana kaum-kaum etnik dilenyapkan dan diganti dengan satiu identiti nasional yang sama.

Selain perpaduan, konsep ini menekankan sikap penerimaan di kalangan rakyat berbilang kaum agar kita dapat hidup bersama dalam keadaan saling hormat menghormati sebagai rakyat dalam satu negara. Kemajuan sesebuah negara bergantung pada kemajuan rakyatnya sendiri, ini bermula dengan membentuk sikap penerimaan antara kaum, yang membawa kepada perpaduan yang utuh. Peranan pelajar yang bertanggungjawab ialah menerima bahawa pelbagai kaum di Malaysia adalah sesuatu yang istimewa dan patut dibanggakan. Penerimaan ini dapat dilaksanakan dengan jaya kiranya jiwa pelajar dipupuk dengan rasa hormat antara satu sama lain dan semangat perpaduan disemarakkan dengan aktiviti yang melibatkan semua kaum seperti pesta kebudayaan dan majlis rumah terbuka. Selain itu, pendedahan kepada indentiti-identiti etnik setiap kaum yang boleh dianggap aset, dapat membantu para pelajar menghargai bumi Malaysia.

Dalam merealisasikan keharmonian hubungan masyarakat pelbagai bangsa di negara ini, para pelajar haruslah memahami prinsip keadilan untuk semua kaum di mana tiada pihak yang akan dipinggirkan. Walaupun taraf kemajuan kaum-kaum di Malaysia adalah pada tahap yang berbeza-beza, ini dapat diatasi dengan sikap pelajar yang prihatin dan saling bantu membantu. Kesedaran pelajar yang betanggungjawab akan menyemarakkan semangat persaudaraan dan membantu golongan yang memerlukan.

Akhir sekali, dalam meneruskan agenda membina negara dan memperoleh status negara maju para pelajar bertanggungjawab menerapkan nilai-nilai murni dalam diri sebagai teras keharmonian hubungan masyarakat pelbagai bangsa di negara ini. Pelajar yang mengamalkan nilai murni seperti merendah hati, berbudi bahasa dan kesederhanaan dalam kehidupan seharian akan melancarkan propses perpaduan. Persahabatan yang terbentuk atas nila-nilai murni menjana kerjasama dan permuafakatan yang lebih erat. Misalnya, aktiviti gotong-royong yang melibatkan masyarakat bukan sahaja membantu para pelajar bergaul secara sihat, malah mewujudkan peluang perpaduan.

Kesimpulannya, apabila konsep Satu Malaysia difahami secara jelas oleh para pelajar, dan asas-asas konsep seperti perpaduan, penerimaan dan nilai-nilai murni dapat diamalkan konsep ini akan menjadi teras keharmonian hubungan masyarakat majmuk di Malaysia. Seiring dengan itu, nila-nilai aspirasi seperti budaya inovasi, budaya ilmu, integriti, berprestati tinggi dan kebijaksanaan dikalangan para pelajar dapat diterapkan ke dalam diri dengan lebih mudah dan membantu penerusan agenda membina negara. Pelajar yang bertanggungjawab bukan sahaja mampu memahami konsep Satu Malaysia tetapi merealisasikan hasrat tersebut.

minta maaf la adikku..

Bahasa Malaysia kakak anda dah berkarat ;)

GOOD LUCK ACHU!!!

And so I thought

2010-11-15T23:27:00.005+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

... that today is the worst day ever!

Watching my favorite team suffer a poor defeat at home ground..

Seeing (some of) the ever-so-cocky & annoying MU fans bashing & trashing my fav team on Facebook.. *hello! Gunners 2nd la wei, jangan kecoh boleh tak???*

who would have thought..

to see this..

and I just smile...

Thank you Nuffnang!! My entry was one of the first 50 entries for the Standard Chartered contest. Hat's off to those who were selected for the job interview! memang awesome belaka their entries. Kudos! ;)

p/s: Rezeki jangan ditolak. Musuh jangan dicari :)

I have a d@mn good reason

2010-11-15T02:28:00.006+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

... to dearly miss

the

dynamic duo

in action

it's NOT just about their looks ;P

it's the spirit

of keeping the team ~~alive~~

together...

Defeated by ManCity was acceptable,

Liverpool was -- awakening.

Sunderland? -- I have no word for it.

p/s: Ray Wilkins' departure is significant. Chelsea is still top of the league, but I do hope that they'll bounce back just fine against Birmingham City next Saturday. So cheer us on through the sun and rain cause Chelsea, Chelsea is our name.. Come on Chelsea!! ;)

Boyce Avenue

2010-11-11T06:58:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

I don't know how many people ended up on my blog because of this post. I've decided to blog just a little bit more about them, so that those who ended up on my blog won't be so disappointed ;)

I stumbled upon their awesome videos posted on YouTube somewhere around October 2009. I have almost all of their video clips on my RealPlayer since, and God knows just how many times have I played them.

You can read more about them on Boyce Avenue official website. I've been following them here most of the time, hoping that they'd announce an Asia tour in the near future :P Anyway, they are on their Europe Tour at the moment, which I am sure is -- AWESOME.

There's so much to love about their music. Not only they did some great acoustic covers, their acoustic medleys are superb! Some cover versions stick better in my head rather than the original music *no offense* :) Nonetheless, their earlier original music such as Change Your Mind, Find Me and Hear Me Now are great too! Their album entitled 'All We Have Left' is now available on iTunes.

Here's one of their first acoustic version covers which I love...

Besides subscribing to Boyce Avenue channel on YouTube, you can also follow them on twitter for latest update ;)

I think it's crazy for someone NOT to fall in love with any of their lovely musics. That is just too bad because these boys are one of a kind. I love them and sharing about their music on my blog makes me feel good. Hope same goes to you out there :D

take care!

fly by

2010-11-08T03:25:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

It's already November folks! what do you know, 54 days left for 2010. have you fulfilled all your resolutions? the common - spend more time with family & friends, learn something new, tame those bulges? ;P

I hardly have the interest to update this blog nowadays. I do wish I have a story to tell or news to share. Sometimes I wish for a nice job to come my way just so that I can get out of the house and be out there to learn something new. Yes, I'm still unemployed :P and I need to get out more often.

Last Thursday the whole family went back to Bukit Gambir. Alhamdulillah Atuk Mak is getting better, and my dear aunt who stayed in Sabah is now back in semenanjung to take care of her. Me and my 2 sisters spent the weekend watching Criminal Minds season 2 and 3. Imagine a 24 episodes per season and watching them straight in a row. We even got on Mama's nerves for a bit. Mana taknye, sampai malas nak keluar rumah dibuatnya ;)

Tomorrow will be going to Maxis center to terminate my broadband. huhu. What to do, tengah tak ada income ni I have to sacrifice my internet usage la. It wil be sort of a detox program lah. Less wasting time in front of the PC.

Okla, basically this is a rubbish update. however thanks for dropping by. Untill I get a better thing to share here. Take care people! love~ ;D

World's Coolest Intern

2010-10-28T22:21:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

'Opportunity seldom knock twice' they say, but girl when it comes knocking, get up off your seat and (open the door?) start writing this entry! ;)

I had an opportunity to go for a bank job interview 2 days before my graduation ceremony, however since I was too nervous/excited for the Big Day, I decided not to go for the interview and stayed at home. I wish I would get another call after that, and it doesn't matter for what position I will just give it a shot. Now that Nuffnang has open up the awesome opportunity to be the World Coolest Intern with Standard Chartered, of course I'm not going to just sit around and let it pass me by.

So, am I cool enough to be the World’s Coolest Intern with Standard Chartered Bank?

Let's say..

Firstly, I am a biotechnology degree holder which is of course a complete different major, but banking is a career that anyone can pursue when there is passion. Adversity creates opportunity, hence even though I am from a different major, I believe I have the passion to take control of my personal development along side the banking team and bring my knowledge and experience in Life Science into Standard Chartered.

I am committed in learning and developing my career life potential, therefore given the opportunity for a 6 months internship programme will be an awesome chance for me get off the ground and give my best performance. The SGD 30 000 will be a superb bonus!

Since the internship will be held in Singapore, I would be glad to stand up for this challenge as I have learned to be flexible and adapt well to the environment during my Uni days. This will be a chance for me to step up my game and get out of my comfort zone and join the Standard Chartered working environment, which I believe is very well diverse and uber cool! match that with my always ready to learn attitude and ability to multi-tasks, I can imagine how awesome this opportunity will be.

And lastly, I believe I would be the world coolest intern if I could share my passion towards protecting the environment with the banking team. I love the fact that in the fast track of banking world, Standard Chartered believes in fostering behavioral change at every level to contribute to climate change mitigation efforts. Now, tell me who doesn't to be World's Coolest Intern if they get to work in such an amazing organization?? Even if people think I'm not that cool, I will still believe that I can be the World Coolest Intern! I can and I will be!

I know it will be tough to win this competition as Nuffnang has loads of awesome and super cool bloggers, but lets not give up hope just yet. Who knows if it is my luck? after all, i still think I can be the World's Coolest Intern and with my academic qualifications, relevant skills and coolness ;) I will be able to contribute to the development of the Breeze mobile banking team in Singapore! cool! cool! cool!

p/s: (even if this doesn't work out, I can still use this in my next cover letter, no?? hehehe...) wish me luck people. take care! :D

Save Social Energy

2010-10-28T02:29:00.003+08:00

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Hello there! So yesterday I was going through my emails, and after a long list of email notifications from facebook and jobstreet.com I came across an email from Windows Live Team with the subject 'Save Social Energy with the New Hotmail & Messenger'. I had a glance at it yesterday, but only had the chance to read it through just now and figured, why not share it on my blog.

So, I've checked out the website and read through their manifesto, which is pretty straightforward. They want to conserve 'social energy' or in other words avoid wasting our time on unnecessary social network updates.

Facebook is where I get most updates on my friends recent activities, however since I subscribed to email notifications, these kind of things can really get on my nerves. Being someone who doesn't stay online 24/7, getting 40-50 comments notifications on a tagged video or picture which DOES NOT! include my face and/or body parts-- drives me up the wall, and don't get me started on shawls, blouses, scarves, slimming products! etc. ;P

Of course there will be a day or two where we might be one of these. Occasionally is OKAY, but to have one or two friends which fall into one of the categories to flood your news feed is bad enough. This Brandon Griggs fella might not be 100% accurate when he categorized the 12 most annoying facebook users, but admit it that they do exist!

So how to deal with this nuisance situation? You can try these ideas if you wish NOT to miss out on the important news feed. After all, it is in your hands whether or not you want to filter and block what is unnecessary. Just remember to use your social energy wisely! - real life and online :D

Till next update. Take care friends! love~

life after graduation

2010-10-14T02:43:00.006+08:00

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It has been a while since I last sat comfortably on a chair, with my Dell notebook on a table and write. 167 days have gone by since I left my comfort zone. That is equivalent to 23 weeks or 4008 hours or 240 480 minutes or 14,428,800 seconds according to the date calculator. Yes, my comfort zone of listening to Boyce Avenue on RealPlayer, with the presence of soul-friends, assignments in one hand, notes in the other and gossips somewhere in between. It wasn’t perfection, but I fit in, I found comfort. The real world seemed so far then, and tuning to Just Dance by lady Gaga seemed like the perfect theme song. All I needed to do was dance to the tune until the end of that semester. Refusing to realize, the end of that semester means a beginning of a much more challenging life.

Well, it’s not fair to say that I’ve wasted all that 167 days. I had great fun visiting my sister in Japan, experiencing Osaka, Hiroshima and none the least, Okayama. I worked for 2 months before I went back to being unemployed, which I am not proud of. Yes, I’ve been struggling with mind boggling questions. What now? Where am I going in the truest sense? How can I go on? Have I figured myself out? I have no answer to these questions and top that with news that your friends are moving on. I couldn’t help but feel left out. Frustration.

I know life has to change eventually, no matter how much I hate changes. Life is about series of small graduations, continuously moving on. So I’ve had my graduation for bachelor’s degree, bid farewell to soul-friends and my comfort zone. What comes next is all up to me. Now I’m nervously waiting for interview calls and I’ve decided to start writing again. Live, think, search, write and love. Who knows if the answer is somewhere around the corner...

My Day

2010-10-10T20:37:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

9/10/2010

Alhamdulillah, I've graduated from UPM! after 3 years of blood, sweat and tears. *dramatic* My heartiest gratitude for all the support from dear family and friends. Those who were involve directly or indirectly in the process of achieving my ijazah sarjana muda, terima kasih. Congratulations to all my friends, graduands of biotechnology batch '07-'10 :)

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senyum kambing bila tengok gambar ni...

Rasa macam...

2010-10-06T22:40:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

nervous pulak...

credit to Ms. Aen Zamzuri for this lovely pic

Ours' will be in the 1st session,

The Conferment of Bachelor's Degree by Tuanku Chancellor, Sultan Sharafuddin Idris Shah.

:)

Macam...

2010-10-04T01:51:00.003+08:00

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~~Tak~~

... belum excited je.

Jubah dah dapat. Hood warna silver ;) I like. Testing dan posing pun sudah. Tapi macam belum teruja gitu. Tunggu 9hb kot baru hati ni nak berdebar-debar.

Pointer tak la tinggi mana pun. Saya grad 2nd class upper saja. Tapi saya happy juga, sebab perjalanan 3 tahun bakal bertemu penutupnya...

Berkat doa Mak, Abah dan family. Tak lupa juga endless support from friends. Thank you all so much from the bottom of my humble heart!! love, hugs and kisses :D

Family Potrait

2010-09-29T19:02:00.005+08:00

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Hari ni rajin membaca. Nak senangkan hati yang gundah gulana. Sekadar bahan baca.

A Father - Water Dragon

Water has a calming effect on the Dragon's fearless temperament. Water allows the Dragon to re-direct its enthusiasm, and makes him more perceptive of others. These Dragons are better equipped to take a step back to re-evaluate a situation because they understand the art of patience and do not desire the spotlight like other Dragons. Therefore, they make smart decisions and are able to see eye-to-eye with other people. However, their actions can go wrong if they do not research or if they do not finish one project before starting another.

A Mother - Water Snake

Water Snakes are influential and insightful. They manage others well and tend to be good for organizations to utilize as staff. They are quite motivated and intellectual, very determined and resolute about success. They will have what they desire, despite the conclusion or outcome they generate because it is worth it to them to not only be recognized for their efforts, but to be rewarded as well. They are affectionate with their families and friends but do not show this side of their personality to colleagues or business partners.

1st Daugther - Fire Dragon

The Fire Dragon is a powerful force to be reckoned with. This is a Dragon doubled! The Fire Dragon can move from calm and collected to combustible in a matter of seconds. In some ways the Fire Dragon is his or her own worst enemy. These Dragons cannot help feeling they are valuable and all-knowing. When they are right their vehemence and vigor is an asset to the cause, and though they value objectivity, they do not always employ the best decision-making measures, and sometimes jump to the wrong conclusion. They also suffer from recklessness and quick tempers. Yet, when they do keep their temper, emotions, and rivaling spirit under control, they emanate a commanding influence on other people.

2nd Daughter - Earth Horse

Earth Horses are able to see situations from all angles and corners. They are relatively easygoing, preferring to determine each pro and con before making a final decision. Earth Horses work hard to accomplish goals they have set and would rather take longer to do an outstanding job than to work shorter and shave a little quality. They have great senses of humor and are extremely adaptable in most instances.

3rd Daughter - Water Pig

Water Pigs go with the flow and usually trust people before they truly know them. This, of course, can get them into trouble because they are often to trusting for their own good. Water Pigs are quite easily influenced; yet, can be very persuasive when it comes to getting what they want. These people love parties and social situations and enjoy giving of themselves to help others.

4th Daughter - Earth Dragon

Earth Dragons make great managers because they are practical, levelheaded and demonstrate a knack for organizing. They still have the need to dictate and be admired, but they are affable, congenial and supportive. Compared to other Dragons, Earth Dragons are less likely to breathe fire at the least irritation. They will work diligently to complete their life goals. The Earth element adds a greater portion of self-control to the Dragon's personality and usually the Earth Dragon is deserving of the respect he or she desires. These Dragons take their life and romantic responsibilities quite seriously.

The Baby - Water Rooster

This Rooster is a bit more docile than the other Roosters. He is quieter, more tranquil, not as vocal or as spotlight hungry as other Roosters. These Roosters are great communicators probably because they do possess the ability to tone things down a bit. They have boundless energy that sometimes gets caught up in detail which causes a lapse in concentration. They have to learn to appreciate detail but not to harp on it, otherwise they may miss the final destination.

Korang nak baca lagi? Sila click kat sini

p/s: hati tak senang lagi.

Criminal Minds

2010-09-27T00:09:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Hi there.

Kesian la blog ni. Ada rupa hidup segan, mati tak mahu. Macam tanam pokok pulak bunyinya :P

Dulu *dulu la sangat, baru 5 bulan habis* zaman study, konon 'stress'. Gatal la tangan nak ada blog. Sekarang ni dah tak study, hidup aman damai dekat rumah.. nak blogging pun macam tak ada feel aje.

Ok, muqaddimah lari tajuk sikit.. Kisahnya macam ni..

Dah 2 hari ni, tidur lambat je. Walaupun, I'm unemployed at the moment, takde la tidur lambat mana pun selalunya. Pukul 12 dah out dah. However since it's weekend, and kakak kesayangan pulak bought season 5 of Criminal Minds, maka mata buntang la sampai 3-4 pagi sebab nak habiskan the whole season in 2 days time..

Mission accomplished? Not yet. 3 more episodes to go, which I can safely say, I will watch them all tonight. Ni pun distracted by football match results, so tangan gatal... laju je nak log on fb to see the miracle of silence of the Red D's fans.. Heeeee... acah je la! I'm not that bad, tahniah la to the teams who have won and drew this weekend. Team favourite I kalah :'( and while I'm at it, update la jugak blog ni...

Anyway, back to the topic. I am seriously hooked to this series! Yes, I know I am sooo yesterday. I wasn't one of those extreme TV series junkies masa kat hostel. If i were to miss one or two of the episodes pun, okay je. Takde la mandi tak basah, makan tak lalu, dan tidur tak lena. Same goes dengan Movies yang tak tengok dekat wayang, tak la menyesal kalau tak dapat tengok because I will always look for the DVDs couple of months later :P

So how did I get into persuading my sister to buy the season 5 on dvds? sebab I accidently followed season 4 on FOX channel. huh! the side effect of being unemployed is kicking in ;) banyak masa kan? ape lagi, itu la jawapannye. TIME.

I know this stay at home and not working/studying is bound to be bad, but there are two sides of everything, kan? I will try to keep the balance. I'm moving at my own pace, and I should be happy. Why force myself into something that my heart says NO?

There's a load of lessons one can learn from 20 awesome episodes of the fifth season. No, bukan belajar jadi criminal la wehhh.. The part that got me the most is of course when each of them read a quote. At the beginning or at the end of each episode, most of the quotes got my brains working again. Idak lerr berkarat otak ni duduk kat umah.

I fancy life, there's so much to learn out there, and I believe that this is just a 'pause' moment for me. Say what you want, but I'm here to stay, and learn things my way. Move along as life suits you, for from now on we will lead different paths... And I hope and pray, one day when we look back, we can smile and say everything is fine.

Okay. I should stop now, need to get back to the 3 episodes yang nak di habiskan.. Tho I'm having second thought on whether or not to watch the final episode of the fifth season.. Knowing that season 6 baru aje nak start airing kan.. heheheee~

till then people, Tschüs! love~

moving.. on..

2010-09-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

pening. nak nangis pun ada.

Blowing dust

2010-09-19T11:30:00.004+08:00

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10 Syawal baru la ade mood nak update dear bloggie.. kesian dia, fuhhh... fuhhh... tiup!tiup!tiup! banyak habuk ni..

Alhamdulillah, raya tahun ni tetap best walaupun ade yg tak sempurna.. ada yang raya jauh nun di jepun.. dan juga jertih..

The usual events took place. Makan pagi raya kat rumah Atuk Mak, ziarah kubur, beraya rumah saudara mara and makan at our place. Mungkin feel raya dah tak macam masa kecik-kecik, tapi still rasa meriahnya. Walaupun ada masa hanya tengok TV sambil mengunyah honey cornflakes aje :D

Tak banyak cerita, raya ke-5 rumah kampung kena masuk pencuri. Dia ingat nak dapat hasil raya la kot, fortunately tak sempat nak lari kan apa-apa. Barang dah packed, simpan dalam bilik yang dia tak dapat pecah masuk, and barang-barang yang dia nak curi tertinggal tepi pintu, mungkin sebab dengar me and my sisters balik. We slept at Atuk Mak's place malam sebelumnya. Settle dengan polis, hopefully dapat la tangkap pencurinya. Asyik nak rosakkan rumah orang je, dah 3 kali masuk kali ni. Maybe sebab rumah tu weekend house, diorang target la selalu. Mama and Abah terpaksa balik semula ke kampung because the doors and grill needed fixing.

Siap kemas semua yang bersepah angkara pencuri, dapat la balik KL. And on friday dapat buat makan-makan dengan few of my friends. Hmm.. x dapat nak cerita panjang, hari ni Mama nak ajak a few more relatives makan kat rumah.. till then, enjoy this few pictures... yang penting, salam rindu untuk si dia. SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

p/s: lagi 4 hari dah kena slow down lagu raya tau! :P ini ikut theory '2 weeks before raya, and 2 weeks lepas 1 syawal'... kalau tak, mood kerja tak mau mari la ;D

Eid Mubarak

2010-09-08T08:58:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you

Until we meet again Ramadhan Kareem, a holy month filled with blessings. It's sad to bid farewell for it felt too brief. However, I wish that all of us have had a very blessed Ramadhan, and may all of our prayers be answered in this holy month.

Eid ul-Fitr will most probably fall on Friday, and since i'm going of to kampung today I might as well wish a Happy Eid Mubarak to all of my Muslim friends and blog readers in advance ;)

Seikhlas hati saya memohon maaf zahir & batin kalau ada tersilap, tersalah dan terkasar bahasa. Selamat Hari Raya!!

Can you smell it...?

2010-09-03T21:45:00.004+08:00

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Hari Raya is just around the corner! Seronok betul dapat puasa dekat rumah ni. Hari-hari tak payah fikir nak makan apa. Sahur as usual segelas susu dan sekeping Farley's rusk. Iftar pulak anything yang Mama masak memangggg sedap pun :P pegi bazar pun sekali je. Which was last week when all of us went back to Bukit Gambir. It was just in time that we reached Sungai Mati around 5.45pm, so jalan-jalan kat Muar to get Murtabak Singapore and some other kuih-muih for Iftar. Sampai je rumah, hidang atas meja, sedang elok je Azan Maghrib pun berkumandang. Nikmat!

Last weekend was so nice. On Saturday we went to Melaka to shop for barang-barang raya. Stock up dapur Mama dekat kampung tu. Tahun ni tak buat spaghetti sebab Abah said dah jemu. It will be laksa Johor katanya. Kita tunggu dan lihat je lah. Cuti Merdeka pulak pergi shopping baju raya.. which was quite a last minute thing because the original plan was to look for kain langsir :P

This coming Eid will be different from last year. The one in Japan isn't coming back. So nothing much to look forward to other than bergossip-monger dengan adik, kakak dan saudara mara di samping menonton segala cerita-ceriti raya on TV. oh raya please be fun. *padahal not looking forward gara-gara umur dah tak lepas nak mintak duit raya je sebenarnye.. hahaha* ;D

Anyways, won't be updating until Hari Raya lah rasanye. Since dah xde duit scholar, my broadband telah diserah kuasa kepada kakak yang mampu bayarkan bill... until i get my own job that is! phewwww.... tough life... fun life... huhu.. kalau berhabuk je blog ni dengan entry ni, maka faham lah ye yang tuan empunya masih jadi suri rumah.. :P

till then amigos, take care! raya biar bersederhana. as long as dengan yang tersayang, and dapat bermaaf-maafan itu lebih penting.. kan? later people!love~

My first...

2010-08-21T04:40:00.003+08:00

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Bundesliga match.

There I was wide awake at 2.25am watching the opening of the new Bundesliga season on astro supersport. From my ~~very humble~~ point of view it was a rather weak performance by Vfl Wolfsburg. The full force play by the previous season champions made them look like a group of ten year old boys scrambling all over the place to defend their territory..

With quite a number of Germany NT stars in the opposing team, it felt like watching WC all over again, but with a twist of Ribery in it... and of course, there's me cheering for the team with less.. sparkles :) It's amazing that I managed to stay on the channel for the entire 1st half and actually anticipated for an equalizer to Muller's earlier goal.

I struggled a bit to stay awake during half time. Looking at the small amount of Wolfsburg fans in the background surely provide me the conducive aura to sleep. Not to mention, several lousy passings by Wolfsburg in the 1st half almost put me to bed.

However since the clock showed that I have only an hour or so before I have to wake up for sahur, therefore I was determine to stay up until full time.. hoping that they would bring up their game, move forward and get in the box for goodness sake!

Dzeko's header in the second half reminded me of Terry's against MU, but less of the dramatic effect *go fish* :P Certainly they were much better in the 2nd half. More up beat and warmed up I supposed. Eventho possession was obviously on the champs' side, I'd give thumbs up to Wolfsburg for they were able to stir up Bayern's defense for a bit.

Ahh.. in the end it was Schweiny's goal that won fc Bayern the 3 points. The sad part is that it was in additional minutes! which I hate :( Well, Steve McClaren has got handfuls to do in order for his team to be anywhere near as good as Bayern, and I have lot of names to learn for that matter! haha..

As the saying goes 'There's a first time for everything... Steve McClaren might be the first Englishman to manage a German premier league football team.. but this is special for me as it is my first Bundesliga match. Hoping for it to be better the second time around.. till then, BYE for now!!

p/s: and call it a miracle. Friedrich was no where to be found! who says it was all about the players?? ;D hahahahaha

tak ada kisah

2010-08-19T23:45:00.002+08:00

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Hello again! this will be an update tak bergambar. no fun kan? what to do.. internet ni slow yang amat, kalau nak tunggu gambar berjaya di upload mungkin hanya dapat publish post waktu sahur nanti ;P

Dah dua hari ni puasa macam dugaan besar sangat.. Ada 3 'mata ikan' (ulcer) kat bibir.. and top that with wisdom tooth pain! (umur dah 22, tapi wisdom tooth tak keluar habis lagi, petanda???) haha..

Al-kisah sampai ada 3 mata ikan tu sebab jatuh masa sahur akibat dengar mama cerita pasal Danish bumped his head pada bucu katil and darah meleleh sampai satu mangkuk kalau tadah.. Maka terus terpengsan sekejap depan pintu bilik.. yang best tu tergigit bibir pulaknye! :( Tu baru pengsan dengar cerita pasal darah.. bukan tengok pun masa Danish kena.. huhu.. memang patut la tak boleh jadi doctor, orang lain kena, orang lain yang pengsan.

So now menahan lapar dan dahaga with the 'awesome' ulcers on my lips. how cool is that? yang wisdom tooth ni pun time puasa la dia nak menjelma.. berdenyut sakan pulak tu waktu tengah hari.. perghh.. dugaan... dugaan.. *gila dramatic* padahal sikit je sakitnya.. saja nak berdrama kat blog sendiri :P

Anyway, i'm still enjoying my days at home. Haven't decided on what to do next, some friends dah sibuk nak start continue masters degree, and I have no idea what to do! Mama suruh carik kerja cepat. Dia cakap don't be choosy, kalau macam tu sampai bila-bila pun duduk rumah je la. Kalau ikutkan hati, macam best jugak kalau continue masters kan? kawan-kawan pun ramai je dapat sambung.. entahlah..

By the way, BPL has started.. Seronok dapat duduk rumah layan bola dengan Achu. We're still supporting the Blues despite the fact that Achu's eye candy is now playing for Leverkusen *and mine is playing for Vfl Wolfsburg* haha.. ye la, i'm a typical girl watching football for the love of the players, but heck who cares apa orang nak fikir kan? jangan tipu diri sendiri :) How we wish astro can air all the Bundesliga matches for the eyes of the german players' fans! haha.. *gedik*

Hm.. that's all I can think of at the moment.. other than that life is plain as it is for the time being. till next time, take care! love~

p/s: believe me that i'm quite sick. pagi-pagi tengok channel AFC, tiba-tiba angau "kan best if AFC stands for arne friedrich's channel" wahahahaha ;))

Random

2010-08-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

matthew and amira

honey bunch

green and 22

aikido kid

tak tau nak cerita apa.. life adalah sangat empty.. tak ada activity.. :'(

Marhaban Yaa Ramadhan

2010-08-10T10:52:00.001+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Selamat beramal dan menjalankan ibadah puasa.

Bukan hari biasa

2010-08-02T10:00:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Hari ni tak bangun pukul 5.30 am.

Hari ni tak keluar rumah pukul 6.40 am.

Hari ni tak sarapan pukul 7.30 am.

Hari ni tak ada ucapan 'good morning Aunty Nurul'.

Hari ni tak set lunch table pukul 11 am.

Hari ni tak dengar suara yang kecik-kecik.

Hari ni tak dengar 'Aunty, may I....'

Hari ni duduk rumah.

Hari ni bukan hari biasa.

Saya, Ella, Hari Pahlawan dan Superman.

2010-08-01T01:24:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Apa persamaannya?

31st July is our special day.

tahun ni 22.

masih boleh pakai motto ni ke?

"Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional"

macam dah tak sesuai je kan? hehe

anyways.. hari ni saya HAPPY!

for all the birthday and well wishes from my dearests.

for the lontong Mama made for lunch.

for the green-yummy-cake.

for the sushi treat from dear sisters.

for the wonderful and very blessed life Allah S.W.T. has given me.

Ya Allah, jadikanlah sebaik-baik umur kami pada hujungnya dan sebaik-baik amal kami adalah pada hujung akhirnya, dan sebaik-baik hari kami adalah pada saat kami menemui-Mu, Amin

love!~

change

2010-07-24T16:14:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Punye la malas nak jengah blog sendiri, sampai background dah tak boleh pakai pun tak perasan :P Maka, cepat-cepat pegi carik background lain. haha. silly me, where was my head? I know, this background looks pretty off-ish. macam oldies gila, but suits the makcik in me ok!? hahaha.. gotta be honest, malas sangat nak cari design. so biaq pi la kita nak letak background ape pun kan? :D

hm, tak ada story-mory ni. how now? penat jengah blog orang nak cari idea, tapi tak jumpa-jumpa. *kena tagged, tapi tengah tak rajin! sorry fa!* ;) Nak masak-masak pun malas sebab nanti kena kemas dapur. kesimpulannya semua pun malas la. *apa la nak jadi ni Nurul?*

I need a job. I have one more week at the school and then i'll be back to jobless me ;( how pathetic is that? for those who are complaining about your jobs, stop being disgruntled b*tts! please be thankful. At least you have a paycheck to look forward to at the end of the month. hahaha.. kesian, tak pasal nak marah orang yang ada kerja, padahal diri sendiri yang akan face 'the jobless-me phase'. hahahahha.. oi! not funny okehh..

Hm, i need a fun job! I'm tired of being a NO-fun person *eh, kita no fun ke?*. but mana ada dalam job application adverts yang tulis "FUN JOB" ... ok, that is lame. anyways, i still have a weekend to cherish. God forbid, esok lusa, kalau dah dapat kerja i don't want to be one of the disgruntled b*tts juga.

huhu.. till then people. i need to change. soon. and for the betterment of me-self. take care! toodles~

I need a reason to stay

2010-07-20T16:31:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Little that I realize, I've been working for 5 and a half weeks at the school. 2 more weeks before I say my goodbye. Bukan tak nak kerja dah, but the school now has enough teachers, plus I don't want this to be permanent, no matter how much I love it. It is meant to be a temporary job for me :')

Now I will start rowing my boat again, in a new direction i supposed. Susahnya nak buat decision. Along has offered me a position at her office with an appropriate amount of salary *double the amount i'll be getting at the end of this month* Tapi macam tak ada feel nak kerja dalam pejabat ;P hahaha.. yeah, I know I'm picky.

Anyways... ini lah sebab saya nak stay

because of the lovely greetings in the morning.

because of the sweet smiles.

because of the stories that they have to tell.

because of the hugs and the kisses.

because of the twinkles in their eyes.

oh..

mesti rindu gila nanti.

bestnya kerja dengan budak kecik. senang nak layan. kalau kerja office ceria macam ni, dah lama apply.... *excuses2* hihi. anyway...

i need a reason to stay.

hmmm...

take care people!love~

My First Iris Folding

2010-07-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Hey there lovely people. lately ni rasa malas je nak update blog. what to do, my work is not something i should talk about... buatnya ade parents yang google, kluar pulak nama anak-anak diorang yang kiut-miut kat sini :P dead meat la saya...

anyway, berbalik pada tajuk entry... al-kisah banyak sangat old magazines kat rumah ni. Maka dengan bantuan Mr./Ms.(?) google i found out about Iris Folding ni :)

therefore, right after we reached home after my cousin's wedding in Ampang, I started cutting out strips from the old magazines (yes, the heaps of mags that accompanied me through hostel life :P) i cut out only the fashions and adverts pages. NOT the useful articles okayh!

so.. selepas menggunting dan melipat.. inilah hasilnya...

and to complete the piece of art

a little touch of...

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hehehe... ;D take care people! love ya~

It's all because of you

2010-07-11T20:05:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

hari ni, senyum lebar. bila tengok ni...

hehe.. for someone who doesn't blog that much.. i'm smiling from ears to ears. it's all because of Mr. Scrumptious Arne Friedrich!

	Uniques

BRAZIL	25%
UNITED KINGDOM	16.67%
MALAYSIA	16.67%
UNITED STATES	8.33%
NETHERLANDS	8.33%
IRELAND	8.33%
PHILIPPINES	8.33%
ARGENTINA	8.33%

Today I Met The Boy I Want to Marry

2010-07-08T18:55:00.005+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

1. How old are you?
- 22 years young :D

2. Are you single?
- go fish!

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
- ice age! hehehe..

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
- if the person i'm with now is Arne Friedrich. YES!

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- nobody, nobody but you Arne Friedrich!

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
- hm.. with his gorgeous eyes, it should be a beach wedding at sunset :)) gila mat romantic!

7. Your ideal motif?
- hm.. ocean lah :D

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
- we plan to go.. ecehhhh~ anywhere also can as long as we are together :)) gila hopeless-romantic

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
- i want a very teeny tiny crowd. cozy and comfy. tak payah control cun :P

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
- simple.

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
- none. nanti i'll pass out pulak kalau si kiut Friedrich baca vow depan guests ;))

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
- i want none cause Arne Friedrich is already my scrummy-yummy-cuppy-cake!

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
- isk! it doesn't matter lah as long as i get to marry Friedrich! =))

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
- evening la baru romantic.. keskeskes...

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
- either.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
- no need. he's drop dead gorgeous already la.. grand entrance kang pengsan pulak all the single ladies at my wedding ;D

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
- Thank God I Found You- Marry Carey :)

18. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
- light

19. What age do you want to get married?
- ice age! kan dah kata...

20. Describe your ideal husband/wife
- ARNE FRIEDRICH

21. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
- fine dining ;)

22. Champagne or red wine?
- oi! nak kena cekik dengan mama & abah ke? ;))

23. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- entah le labuuuu~

24. Money or household item?
- am not picky. kecik tapak tangan nyiru saya tadahkan.. hahaha

25. Who will pay for the bills?
- Arne..Friedr... eh.. tak aci.. both la.

26. Are you ready for married life?
what do you think.. Arne Friedrich? are we ready? wuaaahahahaha

27. Will u always be true to your wife/husband
- forever and always..

28. How many kids do you like to have?
- go fish!

29. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
- either

30. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
- oi! kawin pun belum nih..

31. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
- korang nak makan apa at me wedding? sila hantar cadangan :D

32. Will u record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
- hahah.. alahai.. kalau la my husband itu sekacak Arne Friedrich...

if you are smart and care enough about me... you will understand what's going on. I'm coping with the loss of my hot young Deutschland team.. hahaha... adoi...

last but not least.. sila la layan gambar yummy ARNE FRIEDRICH ni yer..

Masih Rindu

2010-06-26T15:19:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

It has been 3 weeks since I got home from my 3 weeks trip to the land 3003 miles away from home, and I'm still missing the air and the land. rindu angin sejuk. rindu kerut-kerut muka Harisa. rindu lagu Good Morning.. rindu.. rindu.. rindu semuanya lah ;)

I'm currently working at a Montessori school in Damansara Heights. Temporary. I think :) hence explaining the title of my previous entry. Last Wednesday ada open day. Best layan si kenit-kenit menari, menyanyi dan meragam. Tak lupa jugak yang besar-besar, lagi banyak ragam :P All in all it was fun!fun!fun! penat tu boleh tolak tepi bila all the parents expressed their admiration on the tremendous amount of efforts their kids n the aunties put in for the mini concert ;) I will try to upload the pictures later on lah ye.. camera abah bawak balik :P

petang rabu dapat jumpa 2 of my sunshines.. semalam pun lunch out dengan my sayangs. life's great, aye? ;) let me live in the moment a lil bit longer. please. take care love!

We're the Children of the World

2010-06-23T01:04:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

22 considered CHILDREN lagi ke? :D

unspoken.....

2010-06-18T01:15:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Penat..

Rindu dia ni

unhappy..

walaupun dapat buat benda ni...

Clueless

2010-06-11T12:00:00.010+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Hi there. I'm back. Alhamdulillah, result final pun dah keluar. Congratulations to my batch mates, especially my Sun shines... and for those who have decided what to do in their future :) Salute! hehe..

I know I should pick up the pace. If not. I'll be left out. Everyone seems to know what to do next, and somehow I am the only one standing still in the dark. I can't decide. Can I? Should I go to the next level of higher education, when the only thing that I miss so much about that place was being around my great Sun shines? Should i seek for a job, or should i try something new. The 'what if?' and 'should I?' has been quite a devil in my mind. Could 'Que Sera, Sera' be the answer? that the future is not mine to see, so whatever will be, will be...? ;)

Okay.. enough with the mind boggling question.. on the lighter note, I'm at home with my dearest, and we had just got back from our short getaway. Penat tak hilang lagi, but last night dah gatal tangan buat macarons :) I just love making a mess in Mama's kitchen sebenarnye. It turned out... edible. :P Not as yummylicious-looking like those i've googled, tapi boleh la 'identified' as macarons kalau tengok betul-betul. hehehee~ tak serik untuk cuba lagi, but definitely not today.

Hm.. till then.. take care people!

Few more days left

2010-06-03T01:58:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Time flies when you're having fun.. I'll be leaving this Land of the Rising Sun on Sunday. InsyaAllah :)

I have to admit that i wasn't so excited about this trip at the beginning. I mean 3 weeks!? sounded like a very long time to be in the land where you can't easily have chicken(halal meat)!! for lunch and dinner.. I wasn't thrilled by the aesthetic values this place has to offer. I was only excited about ~~boarding an airplane~~ meeting my sister and her kiddo! ;P

But now that it is almost time to go home that I realize, 3 weeks is nothing. At least not when you are crashing your sister's place ;) It could have been better if I do know how to speak their language.. but the point is, all the earlier thoughts had totally turn 180! huhu.. Now i don't even feel like going back..

There are certain things that i won't be able to see/feel at home.. Such as heated toilet seats!(first thing i discovered at Kansai Airport :P) They have vending machines at almost every corner (there's even canned hot coffee/tea!). It' kinda cool how they shop daily because they like their food fresh (my sister does this too). Oh, and it's common to the eyes for women to wear 4-5 inches stilettos! The chirping sound of the walk lights (to cross the street) macam-macam bunyi ada. The Japanese walk and cycle MOSTLY. The Subway is very clean and somehow i DON'T have to kepit my bag under my arms in a packed train (macam selalu buat dalam LRT) because I don't have to worry of pickpockets. Hmm... The streets are mostly clean. and narrow :) (kena jalan in straight line!if not boleh eksiden dgn basikal :P) and i have to say that MOST of them are extremely courteous people!

hm.. kalau balik Malaysia.. dekat mana je boleh nampak macam ni eh? hehe.. I'm not saying that my birth country tak best langsung, but this trip has somehow turned into an eye-opening journey for me.. the good side tu boleh la di bawak balik and kongsi dengan kawan-kawan.. If only we practice this kind of grace and courtesy in ~~Malaysia~~ the world.. hehe

By the way semalam we went to Rose Garden. It was such a beautiful place cause all the flowers are blooming! rasa mcm kat dalam hindi movies pun ye jugak..

Anyways.. i didn't mean to brag ke apa.. just sharing ;) to my Gombak sayangs, i'll see you girls soon! and upm sunshines, hope you're doing well in job-hunting or whatever you do. till then. take care! love~

You have stolen my heart...

2010-05-31T08:56:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Hi there. Have been some what ~~busy~~ lazy to update my blog lately. Blame it on the weather. heheh :P best jugak kalau kat Malaysia suhu 18-20C je everyday, but then i would be even less productive!

It's my final week here, and i don't even feel like going back yet. I'm having lotsa fun kat sini. Main masak-masak *more like makan-makan :P* kat rumah Anor. hm, kalau balik kena fikir pasal ~~kerja~~ mintak kerja and what not :( gotta do what grown ups hafta do..

As usual, you can't have everything that you want lah kan? So, will be going back on Sunday noon. hehe.. lepas balik nak ke Kuantan pulak. gila mat. jalan je kerjanye! anything anywhere as long as PaMa sponsor ;D

By the way, last Saturday we went to Hiroshima. Peace Memorial Park in specific. Had a chance to visit the museum that exhibits the aftermath of the bombing.

Lepas tu pergi Miyajima pulak for some oysters. nyumm~

hm.. 1 week to go.. 6 days lahh.. :(

later people!kisses~

update!

2010-05-25T01:26:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

hi people! how r u doing? i'm enjoying my stay in Okayama at the moment, hope dear friends are doing fine as well.. to my sayangs yg tengah exam, good luck! to ain yg nak pegi competition in Penang pun, all the best babe! ;D

baru lepas upload gambar kat fb. spent the weekend in Osaka and Kyoto.. fuhh.. letih... banyak berjalan.. macam-macam ragam manusia..

i have 2 more weeks kat sini.. till next time.take care!love...

Cuba teka saya di mana?

2010-05-18T21:33:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

dapat pakai baju ni

best dapat peluk cium dia ni...

and..

paling penting... shoppin!

p/s: Congratz the Blues for the double! am having a great time here. take care people! love :D

3003 miles

2010-05-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

i'm going away in 3 days time.
barang belum habis pack.
siapa nak tolong?
3003 miles away for 3 weeks.
sweet.

p/s: take care people!love~

Monday Blues?

2010-05-10T10:58:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

I'm enjoying the Monday Blues.

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thinking of,

deal apa yang best nak buat dengan Achu before buying her the new kit eh?? :)

Happy Mother's Day!

2010-05-09T01:20:00.005+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

To Mama, Along, Ame, Anor and all the wonderful Mommies around the world...
this is for you,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

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My one and only.. Mama-Chong :)

Mama, i loved you yesterday, i love you today, i love you tomorrow and everyday! No words can describe my love for you. for all that you have given and done for me... Thank You and I Love You So Much Mama! :)

The Awesome Mama to Harith Fahmi and Nur Hanania
(sorry, couldn't find a pic of Along with Harith)
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The Super-Mommy to Danish Arief
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The All Rounder Mama to Zaira Harisa

Keep on being great mommies, sisters..!

p/s: i love you too! ;D

Dear John

2010-05-02T00:58:00.005+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Dear John...

bukan John Terry

bukan Elton John jugak...

tapi... John Tyree... dalam movie ni...

i have fallen in love, again!

with this fella....

call me cheesy.. or corny...

hahaha!

i just love nicholas sparks' novels,

and what more, when Channing Tatum is in the screenplay..~

anyway,

point is,

Dear John, I LOVE YOU. it's a two-thumbs-up tearjerker, for a sucker-for-love like me :D

p/s: Happy 35th anniversary to Mama & Abah! (01.05.10) nice! :)

Soft Addiction

2010-04-28T22:52:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

what do i do after a tough day? i'll switch on my computer and open up my 'motivation' file and go through several pictures.. gambar siapa ada dalam file tu?

contohnya... macam ni

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heheheee~ and.. and.. and...

mengikut hasil google-an

Soft Addictions are those seemingly harmless habits like over-shopping, overeating, watching too much TV, endlessly surfing the internet, procrastinating—that actually keep us from the life we want. They cost us money, rob us of time, numb us from our feelings, mute our consciousness, and drain our energy. And we all have them.

- Judith Wright, author of The Soft Addiction Solution

therefore, i have a few questions....

adakah ini saya punya soft addiction??

ada tak sesiapa nak tolong diagnose?

and..and.. and..

if so, adakah mengumpat dan mengata itu juga dikira soft addiction?

korang ada soft addiction tak?

sekian... take care people! love ya ;D

Isu ni dah settle

2010-04-26T17:36:00.011+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

hi people. hm.. isu ni dah settle. we've sat together and had a talk. on my side, dah tak ada problem, sebab she explained that semua ni adalah salah faham. what intrigued me on that night, rupanya ada manusia yang tak puas hati dengan my work, kata that i don't do work much, and bila buat kerja, macam nak tak nak je. too bad kitorang dapat clarify benda ni dah lambat. dah habis sekolah pun :P

lain kali, kalau tak suka, cakap terus terang.. jangan pergi dekat orang lain. ok? i don't mind nak marah ke, nak tegur ke. kalau betul, maybe i can fix it. ini tidak, bila tak suka my work, pergi dekat someone yang memang dah ada salah faham with me, and api-api kan kitorang.. hmm.. macam mana masalah nak selesai? nak ungkit pun tak guna.. lepas ni semua dah bawak haluan masing-masing...

mula-mula dengar this girl's explanation, i can't digest what she was trying to say. tapi kalau betul ramai yang tak puas hati with me, sila la berterus terang. jangan cerita belakang-belakang. because if i don't like something, my mulut ni bukan la nak berahsia-rahsia, and carik geng yang boleh jatuh kan korang... ok?

the verdict is, i just cant be friends with this girl anymore sebab there's just too much that had happened between us... the air tu dah stuffy sangat.. nak build the trust balik tu.. macam impossible.. tho i admit that my feelings towards her dah neutral. takde benci, marah or dendam.

i respected her request that i should remove the link to her blog. i've removed, but i hope she'll respect my decision utk keep my entry ni, buat pengajaran pada sesiapa yang baca my blog *which i know tak siapa sangat pun baca* believe me or not.. what i wrote kat bawah ni, is my frustration for the last two years... dahsyatkan? manusia boleh jadi macam ni bila tak selesai kan salah faham.. bertambah teruk bila ada pulak jenis yang jadi batu api...

hm.. kesimpulannya, masalah dah settle...

p/s: semalam ke PD, balik pulak internet down.. ni baru ada chance nak update :) *thanks fa coz bg pinjam broadband!*

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akhirnya final exam dah pun berakhir. semalam telah berlaku perkara yang mendidihkan my otak.. bukan pasal banyak sangat study, tapi pasal entry. terbaikkk babe~

anyway, i'm over it now. suka hati lah dia nak tulis apa. you're outta my life young lady, read this for the first and the last time...

you don't know my family, you can go ahead and say whatever you like. it's your call. i assume you love the idea of freedom of speech sangat kan? :) macam your previous topic, "ko tak tahu. ko diam" i wish you could learn something daripada phrase tu. *tadi pun macam ada niat je nak cakap camtu to your face* but someone says you are born with that attitude. so.. fine lah.. baik aku abaikan orang yang macam kau.

call me bad. call me rude. call me spoiled or what ever you like. jangan la kalau dah baca entry ni, nak private kan your blog pulak? tak macho la kan? ;) you act like you are the nicest person on earth. and i actually fell for that masa semester satu. i was sincerely your friend, but you left me when you have found a better one. fine. i had no problem. semua orang called me a lone ranger and what not. all i did was pekak kan je la telinga. despite the fact satu batch looked at me as if i'm a freak. jalan sorang, makan sorang, pegi sana sini sorang. don't act like you didn't notice. you hurt me bad. tapi patience is virtue.

saat kau tak nak kawan dengan aku, ignore aku, orang lain yang aku tak tau nama yang datang hulurkan persahabatan. jangan tanya kenapa, jangan kata aku hipokrit. because i was myself masa tu and i am who i am still. if you don't like me, jangan cakap pada orang lain, tell it to my face. kau tak puas hati aku stay college kan? cakap pada aku, my answer would be, ni kan rezeki masing-masing. aku tak pernah persoal kan rezeki kau.

you act as if you are the only one with good heart. i know, i am not the nicest person, i'm no angel. but who are you to talk about me pada orang yang tak kenal aku? pandai letak tajuk blog "cerita aku, baca je jangan jaje".. wake up my dear, jangan jaja cerita orang lain kalau kau tak nak cerita or perangai kau di jaja. tak gitu?

i feel bad writing all this. seriously, most of you people pun tau i can't even utter the word 'kau' & 'aku'. bukan sebab nak hipokrit ke apa, that's not my nature. tapi takde la nak cakap benda tu membuktikan i'm an angel. yes, i have a bad side jugak. i'm not perfect. tu lah guna nya kawan, tolong jadi kan kawan lain manusia lebih sempurna. complete one another. bukan kawan bila ada rasa kepentingan je.

sampai bila kawan-kawan kau nak tolong jaga hati kau, aku pun tak tau, setiap kali kau buat perangai macam ni, kawan kau yang tolong cakap "sorry". bukan aku harapkan kau mintak maaf pun, tapi cuba jadi matang sikit.. jangan nak rendah kan orang lain, macam dalam dunia ni, kau sorang yang betul. hati ni sebenarnye dah berbulan-bulan tak ada rase benci or dendam or whatever you call it. i have my group of friends now, just like you do have yours. kenapa nak ungkit cerita lama? aku claim duit pada family aku pun kau jadi kan isu? apa maksud ayat "anak-anak yang hidup dalam sudu emas ni memang akan claim bende-bende yang outside education diorang buat." apa maksudnya ni? kalau kau nak tuju kan ni pada aku, aku terima lah. mungkin kau tengok aku ni macam berlagak kaya kot... macam tu ke? babe, you don't know my family, my family's financial situation... please jangan assume benda-benda macam ni.

i know it's your right untuk tulis apa pun, tu blog kau. ni blog aku, dan aku jugak ada hak untuk membaca. dulu kau mengata, lepas tu kau set blog jadi private. kau tulis "yang pendiam tu tak semestinya baik" lepas tu kau delete. berani kerana benar lah.. aku terima kalau aku buat salah. tak perlu kau cerita belakang. especially pada yang tak kenal aku ni siapa. i respect your general knowledge, your level of education and your family. i admit, you are wayyyy better than me dari segi academic achievement. tapi tolong lah jangan merendahkan orang lain.

kalau kau betul-betul rasa tak puas hati, kita bincang elok-elok boleh? mungkin tak baik kalau kita bermusuh sepanjang hayat....

finals!

2010-04-20T10:55:00.007+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

~~BTK 4003 19/4~~
~~ESC 4403 22/4~~
~~BTK 4402 23/4~~
~~BTK 4004 26/4~~

have had my first paper yesterday. there are 3 more papers to sit for.. the toughest paper will be the one on friday morning.. tak tau lah macam mana nak score subject ni :( i have never scored an A in any of this particular lecturer's subjects... sangat sedih laaaa... *tension jugak*

but lets not nag about it. the best thing to do is just keep on revising what i can.. and just give my best waktu jawab exam tu nanti kan? hmm..

to my course mates, selamat menjawab soalan for the 3 papers left!

take care! je t'aime

down down down down down

2010-04-16T13:43:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

hehe.. acah je title entry tu.. bukan down pun... baru lepas dengar lagu Down by Jay Sean on channel V. haha.. yes... everyone else is basically STUDYING (a.k.a. working their b*tts of). gulping down whatever there is in the stack of notes, but i'm still at home. and what do i do best? baring, lepak depan tv layan lagu-lagu yang kebanyakannye tak familar pada telinga dah.. *oh, i feel oldddd...~ miss the good old days of watching MTV and channel V dalam keadaan carefree..*

huhu.. what do i have next week?? 4 exam papers to sit for, VIVA (apa ni??? :P) , fixing the thesis and getting it done in hardcover form... before flying of to lalaland.. lalaland ke? a visit to Harisa-chan land would definitely be THE remedy :)

i don't know la.. i think i've dropped my brains somewhere.. entah tercicir kat mana entah.. can't get things straight sehari dua ni.. or.. maybe kemalasan yang teramat melanda.. :(

saya kagum dengan orang yang rajin. compiling notes, writing short notes and what not. SALUTE! sangat handal orang yang mampu focus macam ni. cause really.. honestly.. i don't have the ability to do that :(

saat-saat genting nak final exam ni, cuma tahu MAKAN, tengok tv, google pictures of eye candies.. and blahblahblah.. hehee~ dah la.. before i ramble on more useless stuff.. ;D

sila la bersikap positif lepas baca entry ni okay? i'm not supposed to demotivate my readers! :P Winston Churchill once said, "a pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty" so, u decide which one do want to be little miss or mister! hehe.. optimist ke pessimist? it's in your hands ;D

eceh.. poyo je la nak motivate orang...

lastly, layan la gambar that makes me drool (ok, ada sikit unsur betrayal kat sini, but what the heck, he is cute!)

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or maybe this picture of Mr. Reeves's smirk jugak boleh mendatangkan semangat nak study...

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tapi gambar ni pun macam sweeettttt je kan? (siapa yang rasa envy, jangan tengok gambar ni lama2, ok? ;P)

hahahaha.. take care people! love ya! ;D

Mirror o' mirror

2010-04-08T03:23:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

the good you find in others is in you too

the faults you find in others are in your faults as well

the possibilities you see in others are possible for you as well

the beauty you see around you is your beauty

the world around you is a reflection,

a mirror showing you the person you are...

/anonymous/

Ngape?

2010-04-03T03:21:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Ngape, rasa susah sangat nak start ayat thesis??

and bila dah start tulis sikit, rasa nak makan pulak...

bila dah makan, of course la rasa nak tido pulak, kan?

tapi, bila tido... selalu dapat tido macam ni je...

kalau boleh nak macam ni.... atau..

macam ni pun best...

so that bila bangun... boleh ceria macam ni, and sambung balik tulis thesis...

[gambar hasil google di saat bosan/malas melanda]

I wish I wish

2010-03-31T20:38:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

where is the line? between a joke, and something that could offend someone...?? i've lost the ability to see that line... have i been overly sensitive or some are just insensitive.. huhu~ i wish i could tell.. because i'm not the type that sulk like crazy, but hati ni hangat je dengar apa yang keluar dari mulut orang.. i guess telinga ni kena belajar buat-buat pekak and muka ni kena belajar buat muka chillex je.. hahaha.. relax2~ jangan sentap! ke... all this while, i'm the one yang insensitive??? *big question mark here*

anyway.. life has been crazy for anyone and everyone. i guess. semua semangat nak siapkan thesis and whatever remaining work we have. good luck friends! berusaha lah selagi termampu.. and that goes to myself jugak lah.. *please la buang penyakit malas ni jauh-jauh.. tinggal sebulan je lagi* :P

hm.. dah la.. asal update je complain, vent and what not... hampeh.. where's the positivity?? gone baby gone~

take care!

Up in the Air is my cup of tea

2010-03-28T14:22:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Back for another entry...

I watched Up in the Air this morning. I've read about this movie through blog-hopping. Someone gave a nice review on the movie, and after learning that the lead actor is George Clooney, of course i wanted to watch this movie even more! I had expectations at the beginning, but not that much really. I've read the synopsis and my friend said that it wasn't a bad movie, so i tried to watch the movie with very very little expectation :)

in the end, the movie is about life. simple yet complicated. i am probably too young *inexperienced i would say* to talk about life in a philosophical way *i'm majoring in Biotech for God's sake :P* but hey, anyone and everyone can relate to life, right? i seldom watch movie that requires me to think hard in order to understand, but this movie does it easy for me, it's entertaining though the subject matter is quite serious. those who has been fired would probably relate to this movie much better than me, but in general everyone can relate to life, finding the point of life.. what matters the most..

i don't know... maybe it's just me.. being a little bit touchy-feely mumbo jumbo bout the movie. honestly, it's refreshing. if you have the time, go watch this movie. like my friend said to me, 'it wasn't bad'. and I'd say that the moral value is very.... subtle. bottom line is, i like it. the movie is definitely my cup of tea... :)

"If you think about it, your favorite memories, the most important moments in your life... were you alone? Life's better with company."
/Ryan Bingham - Up in the Air 2009/

Movie Marathon

2010-03-28T01:44:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

I hereby would like to thank my awesome sayangs for coming over to my place for a movie marathon. million thanks for your time and the various snacks :D and to my dear zima, please do not merajuk with us, okay? maybe we can do this again for intie's bachelorette party.. hopefully :) inshaAllah.. * love you girls muchy-much*

so here's the list of what we've watched:

Music & lyrics
Post-grad
Did you hear about the Morgans
Dostana
It's complicated

hm.. we didn't gossip that much pun, but there were a few moments that we got distracted. yes, the little kids were around (not our kiddos la, my sisters' :P ) i even broke a mug, but am blaming it on earth hour... and poor grip of my right hand.. heh~ ;P

anyway.. the point is, i (we) had fun!fun!fun! maybe next time we can start a little bit earlier, with a list of movies that we'd stick to :P there's always room for improvement, kan? i wasn't the best hostess lah tadi.. next time kena prepare food and probably an opening speech?? hahaha :)) okay, i'm kidding..

somewhere in the middle tadi, i was scared jugak that we'd get tired and bored, but we survived! so there's a bright chance that we'll do it again.. to people out there who enjoy spending time with friends and enjoy watching movie, movie marathon is definitely a good way to do both. u just need a cozy space, snacks to munch on and don't forget pillows.. hehe..

enough update for today... owh... the lads put cherry on top to my day.. downright AWESOME day for me. thanks love! (Manpreet, Fatin, Shayna, and err.. you know who ;D)

take care~ ;)

Tag!

2010-03-24T00:49:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

setelah sekian lama tertangguh, maka saya di sini ingin menunaikan tanggungjawab.. *ceh*

1. Adakah anda HOT??
- HOT? oh tidak :P hot-tempered tu ada la occasionally ;P

2. Upload wallpaper pc/laptop yang anda gune sekarang!

3. cerite pasal gambar
- i love babies! and gambar ni adalah baby yang super duper adorable, maka jadi wallpaper :)

4. bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
- last couple of weeks kot..

5. lagu terakhir anda dengar?
- In the morning by Lee Ryan

6. apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ni?
- putting on my socks. nak tido dah ni labu~

7. selain nama sendiri, anda di panggil nama apa?
- errr...budak sombong, mak, makcik, yaya beng... tu je la kot :P

8. tag lagi 8 org

::ini+blog+aku::
its.my.life
TrYiNG To PuT Da WoRdS ToGeTheR
aChubs - 13
Couzie Ain - and so,
::.kilauan.pearl.::
make everything counts
Life In Tainted Pages

9. siapakah org no.1 kepada anda?
- one of my best mates in upm. friends forever babe!

10. katakan sesuatu mengenai org no.5..
- dear cousin yang cun dan jauh di 'perantauan' ;D

11. no.3 ada hubungan ngn sape?
- boyfriend dia la. adoiyai~ hehe..

12. bagaimana pula dengan no.4
- ini budak banyak scandals ;P

13. pesanan kepada orang no.6
- selamat menamatkan pengajian. chaiyok! :D

14. kata2 cinta untuk org no. 2
- i love you bebeh! ;) and Chester rocks!

15. adakah no 7 dan 8 mempunyai persamaan?
- hm. takde la kot :P

16. berikan 5 yang anda tau tentangg org yang mentag anda
ni panjang sikit la yerr.. sebab telah di tag oleh 2 of my sunshine. so, here goes..

- faiqah

tough chic. kata lah apa korang nak, muka dia cool & slumber je. tapi hati dia lembut je sebenarnya, so please, please, please be careful with your words ;)
kalau duduk menghadap facebook, bom meletup pun belum tentu dia sedar.. hehehe
orang yang susah di ajak makan. *dia ni perasan gemok.. padahal~ kurus je ok?* :))
roommate paling degil abad ini, tapi paling best jugak selama kat upm ni ;)
bakal business woman berjaya.. insyaAllah :D

- ain zam

budak ni cepat masuk angin.. hehehe...
kaki dia ala-ala new born baby :P
peminat encik Fabregas to the max. walaupun kadang-kadang Fabregas muka comot bila tak shave.. hahaha *jgn marah haaa~* :P
bila ada presentation, kuku dia paling biru.. hehehe
telah menerapkan ayat 'rilek lu, isap rokok lu' to the whole gang. menjadi kan ayat wajib setiap hari, despite the fact tak sorang pun antara kitorg yang actually hisap rokok.. haichoo~ :))

17. persamaan antara KAMBING dan LEMBU?
- kambing dan lembu adalah peragut... rumput... :P

18. perasaan anda wat tag ni?
- orait je...

19. adakah anda tau si razman itu sengal?
- razman mana pulak ni jang oi??~

20. a) GAY or b) LESS
- ape punya soklan ni labu???~

Just Dance

2010-03-19T00:09:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

hey there. finally, i've presented my final year project to the evaluator yesterday. syiok! ok selesai satu perkara. sekarang kena fikir write up yang baru siap separuh jalan tu pulak.. one after another. it seems like a never-ending thing, but i know there's a finishing line... somewhere.. :)

oh, belum upload pictures for college dinner lagi... but it seems so yesterday pulak nak letak pictures tu. event dah expired ;))

hm, seriously.. i have no idea what to write. dah lama tak blog benda best2 *cewahhhh, macam la selama ni ada entry best2 pun* anywayyyy... malam ni nak relax dulu despite the work load that seems no less.. dah present pun, reports still ada satu lori :P

prolly will try to finish Elizabeth Gilbert's travel log dulu.. now ni, i'm at the lab. spending the nite here with friends.. bukan saja-saja buang tabiat, but kitorang memang future scientists sejati! :))

you don't believe me? hm, ni second time kitorang berempat duduk dalam lab. tunggu masa sorang-sorang turn into a zombie.. hehe~

dah la... malas nak merepek.. catch u later people~ i'm one step closer... one step closer...

LOVE~

fighting

2010-03-16T16:47:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

I'm tired, but i know i have to keep on fighting...

So Small- Carrie Underwood

What you got if you ain't got love?
The kind that you just wanna give away
It's okay to open up
Go ahead and let the light shine through

I know it's hard on a rainy day
You wanna shut the world out
And just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands

And when you figure out
Love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

It's so easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big at the time
It's like a river that's so wide
It swallows you whole

While you're sitting around thinking 'bout what you can't change
And worrying about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
You better make it count 'cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands

Oh, and when you figure out
Love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small!

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands

And then you figure out
Love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh, it sure makes everything else
Seem so small...

take care people!love~

p/s: sometimes, some people forget how much they have got. sometimes, some people are not aware of how blessed they are. sometimes, some people want more than they could get.. sometimes, i'm one of 'em.. *sigh*

Blessing in disguise?

2010-03-13T15:13:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Could this be a blessing in disguise? inshaAllah...

kerja oh kerja, kenapa bila dah nak habis study ni, makin bertubi-tubi dia datang.. adoi~ if each assignment tu is like a punch, i can say that i'm in the knock out round dah.. on the winning side ke, on the losing side ke, tu only God knows. if i keep on fighting this fight, i might just win it, kan? *hang in there.. hang in there*

so, ni dalam process nak arrange mana dulu nak kena buat. Nervous tu memang la tak boleh nak di buang jauh-jauh, selagi tak submit, selagi tak present apa yang perlu, my heart is beating like mad! hahah.. so bila cerita kat sini, kurang la sikit stress tu kot..

by the way, kerja belum siap, tapi ganjaran dah nampak depan mata. apa dia ganjarannya? biarlah rahsia.. *cewah, pls dont vomit ;P* hm, tak boleh di pegang lagi sekarang ni. inshaAllah kalau tak ada aral melintang, terlaksana la bulan May nanti.

nanti i story-mory lagi aite? later people!love~

p/s: smiling from ear to ear. thanks mama & daddy once again. don't u just adore them?? ;D

Nervous

2010-03-11T13:00:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

I'm feeling nervous.

back again

2010-03-10T17:53:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

heh~ sekali dah update, terus nak tukar semua sekali... boleh la.. saje nak bazir masa sebelum kena sambung buat kerja balik :D like it? angkat kening. don't like it? angkat kaki... eh.. gerakkan cursor, pegi blog lain la... ape daaa~ :P

hm, ni la dia kalau orang tengah banyak kerja, tapi mood nak buat kerja macam sh*tty je... anyway, last week i finally found the Eat, Pray, Love book by Elizabeth Gilbert. walaupun baru dekat page 15, i think the book is quite entertaining and engaging. jauh lagi nak habis (ada 348 pages je :P) blame it on the time constraint and work load lah kan..kan.. kan.. hahaha. hopefully buku ni ada la pengajaran and motivation yang best2...

so, till next update people!take care~

of sickness and stress

2010-03-10T00:18:00.010+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

hi there. it has been a while. well, i guess i don't have to apologize to anybody la kan. baru seminggu je tak update *kecoh je nurul ni kan2?* ;P rinduuu my blog ni gila-gila, but due to work load yang sebeban tu, errr... tak sempat la pulak nak post apa-apa kat sini..*haha, poyo je~*

anyway, what's new?? nothing much lah. i had a very bad stomach flu during the weekend. it was horrible! hm~ started with achu yang vomiting, lepas tu berjangkit pulak dekat me and Ame. huhu~ ujian lah kan, time-time exam week ni nak dapat extra ujian from The Almighty :) but i'm feeling much better now, dah pegi clinic, dah makan ubat. InshaAllah in a few days time, everything goes back to normal lah.. pengajarannya, kerap lah basuh tangan, bersihkan apa-apa yang terkena vomit, quarantine kan siapa-siapa yang dah infected. and kalau dah terkena, cepat-cepat pegi clinic, get proper medication, drink enough water & rest in bed for speedy recovery, okie-dokie? ;D

hm, moving on... we had 2 papers on monday and a paper yesterday. another paper next week, and then we're done with it. hehehe. what do you know.. this will be our last 'test' as a degree student. it feels kinda amazing y'know? ;)

hm. tak tau lah nak cerita apa lagi. weekend ni ada dinner college, tapi baju, kasut, beg semua tak sediakan lagi.. maybe kalau dah ada nanti boleh tunjuk kat sini. but for now ni... ini je la dulu a quicky update from me.. till next time people! thanx for dropping by...

love~

p/s: seorang ibu boleh menjaga 3 orang anak yang sakit, tapi 3 orang anak belum tentu boleh melakukan perkara yang sama... Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa kami, dan dosa kedua ibu bapa kami dan kasihanilah mereka sebagaimana mereka mendidik dan mengasihi kami sewaktu kecil... aminn.. thanx mama! and abah too~ ;D

tido ke kerja? kerja ke tido?

2010-03-01T23:17:00.006+08:00

saya nak tido macam ni selalu, boleh tak??

Peace be upon you :)

hey there lovely people!~ hehe.. again, bila dah lama tak blogging, otak macam karat sikit bila hit the 'new post' button. banyak sangat benda nak tulis, but the right word is just not there. regarding my previous post, terasa diri ni sangat demotivated masa tu, but as time went by, dapat balik rumah, rest puas-puas, hang-out with my dearest family and friends, *learned some life lessons from football matches.. hahaha*.. i ended up jadi lebih grateful*i think i am*. tak semua yang kita nak kita boleh dapat, and tak semua yang kita dah ada akan ada selamanya.. so, in short, i'm trying my best to look at everything from the bright side lah instead of complaining/grumbling.. nanti orang boring pulak kalau kita asyik membebel, kan?

asyik nak melayan gloomy mood ni, sampai bila pun kerja takkan siap. cakap lebih, tapi tangan tak buat apa-apa, of course la kerja tak jalan kan? hm. i have this one big load of kerja sekolah.. no choice but to do it -- slow and steady. i shouldn't bite off more than i could chew kan? nanti tercekik pulak :P either way, tergopoh-gopoh pun not good, tapi selalu bertangguh pun is not good jugak. so, one step at a time baby. good time is over, now is the time to kick some a**.. kerja jangan tak kerja.

dalam hati ni rasa, best nya if i get to sleep like those babies, tapi otak yang waras ni tau, siapkan kerja lebih penting :D so, till next time people. set your priorities, focus and do it steadily. inshaAllah siap la tu nanti ;D

take care honey bunch!love~

It's taking a toll.. on me..

2010-02-26T01:25:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

dah lama tak update blog.. firstly due to my maxis broadband quota yang very limited and updating this blog was the last thing on my mind these few days back.. i'm trying to set my priority right at the moment. with the thesis writing that is 'half-way?' done, the lab reports for mini projects, the on going learning, presentation on final year project.. final year has taken it's toll on me and i don't know till when can i hang in there..

dulu rasa macam - 'wah, best gila kalau dah final year'.. now, final year is a living hell for me :( maybe it's me.. the unsystematic, unorganized me that has caused this haywire... dah la kerja banyak tak siap, tiba-tiba my acne problem menjadi-jadi pulak. nak kata stress gila tu, takde la jugak.. cuma phase "demotivated" tu dah datang menyerang balik :P hm.. i know, the ups and downs of life as a student... but this time, the climbing up process seems like a torment.. it seems like a nightmare that i'll never wake up from..

aiyohhh.. kadang-kadang rasa macam nak marah diri sendiri, sebab macam tak bersyukur pulak kan.. bukan senang nak dapat nikmat belajar ni. orang lain bersusah payah nak dapat rasa belajar dekat tempat yang selesa... yang saya ni pulak, asyik nak complain je.. macam ungrateful pulak la kan? :(

anyway... tak ada update yang menarik selain saya busy!busy!busy! hari-hari masuk lab, keluar lab.. bila dapat tido pun termimpi-mimpi kan lab.. esok masuk lab, lepas tu nak balik rumah.. nak tido..

till next time.take care!love~

i think i'm going crayzee

2010-02-16T20:10:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

i hope someday,

i'll find someone who'll sing Stolen by Dashboard Confessional

for me..

so that whenever i'm down,

he'll cheer me up with Don't stop believing by Journey

and maybe... just maybe...

we will sing Forever by Chris Brown

together

and maybe.. just maybe.. sing I'll be by Edwin McCain

for one another

BUT FOR NOW,

suffice it to say...

I will survive by Gloria Gaynor

is my theme song....

p/s: pardon me. ni effect daripada banyak sgt tengok RomCom dan part time day dreaming ;D

Home is where the heart is

2010-02-15T02:19:00.005+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

hey there sunshine, how was your weekend? i had a wonderful weekend as usual, spent at home with dearest ohana ;) there's nothing more u could ask for when everyone is at home (sans Anor, Zairul & Harisa tho) wish Anor & family were around! mesti lagi meriah.

with the 3 kiddies je pun dah macam nak runtuh, what more kalau ada Harisa-chan! :D takpe lah, nanti diorang balik, kita buat another round of makan-makan, ok? and to keep the fun for a bit longer period - me, Along, Ame and Achubs had movie marathon pulak.. weeee~

siap baked pizza and garlic bread lagi tu. hehehe.. the movies we watched:

1. 500 days of Summer
2. All about Steve
3. Cloudy with a chance of meatballs
4. My Sister's Keeper
5. The Time Traveler's Wife
6. New York, i love you
7. Pisau Cukur

hehe.. best eventhough some of the movies tu biasa-biasa aje. a time well spent la kalau dapat makan and lepak together dengan family ni. tak regret satu apa pun *despite the fact kerja melambak nak kena siapkan*

huhu.. my sunshines will be going back earlier to uni. haichoooo... dah mula la nak rasa reluctant ni. Mama had ask me to go back with Ame, abah and danish from wed-sat. huhu. boleh ke buat kerja kat kampung tu nanti? sure asyik nak keluar makan angin je, if not melepak kat rumah atuk. ishh.. nape bila final year ni, penyakit malas menjadi-jadi? :((

macam zima cakap la, fyp is acronym to FINAL YEAR PROBLEM. heheh. dah mula la nak rasa the touchy feely mumbo jumbo effect from not doing homework during the weekend. *whatever* all i know is i've spent the weekend (more like friday-sunday) wisely. dengan family and friends. kerja, tomorrow i'll keep my nose to the grindstone la yerr.. nguahaha.. poyo je ni. esok kalau bangun lambat jugak.. memang saja la nak carik nahas :P

okla, before i ramble on aimlessly. thanks for dropping by. oh... Congratulations Intie on her engagement. cepat kawin and make cute babies (10 pun boleh, like amal said ;D) ok? hehe. till next time. take care!love~

somewhere in between

2010-02-12T23:10:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Went out with my friends today. Had our lunch at Outback Steakhouse in Bangsar before we head to Tropicana City Mall for a 3.55pm Valentine's Day movie. Our seats were on the 2nd row from the screen! hehe. lucky it was quite spacious, so boleh je enjoy the movie.

hmm.. of course bila dapat tengok movie, my entry would revolve around the movie lah kan? so, here we go... at first i found the movie a bit topsy-turvy, but in the end it all make sense. it's a simple all-in-one day-love story. it might not be my favorite, but it has all the elements of a feel-good-time movie that i wouldn't mind watching with my sayangs. lineup of A-list stars didn't make up for the poor plot line lah, however if you're watching this for the fun of watching a movie and spending time with love ones, berbaloi la jugak rm7 for the ticket tu :)

i love all the sound-tracks in the movie. suffice to say that the songs match all the scenes, and i can relate to Jessica Beil's character during the Gloria Gaynor - I Will Survive moment. eheh~ Anyway, in love or not, go and watch it. i don't want to spoil it for the lovebirds and singles out there who haven't watched this movie yet. for me, it's a plain quantity over quality movie, but what the movie lacked was replaced by presence of my dear friends ;D *if you know what i mean...*

hehehe.. prolly not a good movie to force your boyfriend/partner to go and watch, but a good enough movie for a girls day out ;) entah lah. oh, i have so many things to do. God help me please. till next time. take care! love. and happy holidays!

Multiple celebrations

2010-02-09T17:41:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Mesti ada yang dah pening-pening lalat tengok gambar JT half naked tu kan? hence, the update ;P

February is a month of celebrations for me and my family. Bukan celebrate Chinese New Year, bukan Valentine's day jugak... it's a month of birthday celebrations! 5 in a row :D

7th - Nia & Zairul
9th- Anor
11th- Ame
19th- Along

Eventhough now it's not the same as it used to be, it is still one of the important months to remember, for me la. Dulu Along, Ame and Anor selalu share the same cake. Potong sama-sama sambil bukak presents and exchanging birthday cards. i can still remember clearly, abah will take loads of pictures walaupun semuanya posing ntah apape aje sebab sibuk nak bukak gifts masing-masing. Mama mesti la masak yang best-best, tapi since kitorang selalu nak celebrate petang, so mesti ada roti jala, tak pun kuntas.. hehe..

haihh.. rasa nak jadik budak kecik balik... growing old is no fun. growing up is even worse :P hahah.. *jangan nak ngade-ngade ok? dah beso mana boleh shrink jadi budak kecik balik. what lah you*:P anywayyyy.. inshaAllah weekend ni ada makan-makan sikit. (ni untuk family aje la ye) hehe.. tak plan lagi nak pergi mana. tak kisah lah, janji semua orang ada. Adik Nia dah sibuk nak cake barbie, so Ame pun dah tempah. bleh la melantak.. eh.. i mean makannnn je weekend ni.

hati tengah celaru. banyak kerja tak settle lagi ni.. takpe lah.. one step at a time la camni :) tak larat nak merepek meraban dah... oh, semalam pegi serting hilir, oil palm mill - site visit. fewhh.. hangattttt gilaaaa.. eheh. tapi mencari ilmu, biar la sampai legam pun *ceh, poyo je lebih ni* then hari ni berjaya dapatkan crude enzyme, isi angin tayar kelisa sendiri and gi car wash. yay me! ;P cuti oh cuti, cepat la mari.. dah tak sanggup nak duk upm ni :P

till next time. take care!

love~

of friend getting engaged, and my trust in him.

2010-02-08T02:09:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

fewh. Chelsea is back on top! and JT, i'll be the greatest fan of your life... as a football player that is la. Manpreet and Megat, please don't vomit okayyy?? ;))

haha.. sebenarnye nak update blog siang tadi, tapi hati tak tenteram because of the game. now that the game is over, boleh la cerita-ceriti what we did today. we-who?? me, and part of my sayangss la.. this time sans amal, zima and shayna pulak.. haichoo.. bila nak gather and lepak, sambil makan McD at my crib lagi ni??? :(

Intie's gonna get engaged next Saturday. less than a week dah. and we haven't bought her engagement present yet. *any idea on what to give? sila tinggalkan cadangan dlm comment box. tq! :)* nanti kitorg pass kan the pressie dekat amal okay darling? :)

hari ni brunch kat McD with fatin, manpreet and intie. just nak catch up kisah intie a lil bit before dia bertunang next week. i haven't seen her for almost a year and a half! seronok sangat bila dapat jumpa.. digging out all we could about her future husband *sob2... kita dah besar!?!!* eheh.. emo belum shoo away lagi ni.. anyway, congratulations dear! siapa sangka, my table mate form 4 & 5 ni dah nak kawin in September. it's ok. jodoh pertemuan di tangan Tuhan. i believe in fate :)

hm.. after the short meet up, we had to send intie back to her house because she's going out with her family pulak.. lepas tu, as usual my dearest two-hot-cheeky-monkies with the great minds of theirs' ajak pegi starhill pulak.. hehe.. dah lamaaaaa gila tak masuk Star Hill Gallery tu.. last time went masa darjah 4 kot? haha.. semata-mata untuk 94.9% or was it 99.4% less fat cuppa ice cream afterwards? hehehe...

anyway, now i'm feeling better, tho still rasa sangat dreadful je field trip esok tu... God help me ease the journey going and coming back.. hope everything goes well lah esok.. no fuss.. :) till next silly update! take care people.

oh.. oh.. yesterday was my niece's birthday. happy 3rd birthday Nia! yaya loves you so much.hugs and smoochies 3x from yaya. see u next weekend! ;D

love!~

and he is of.....

2010-02-06T19:13:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

hey there people. how are you day today? hope everyone is doing fine. my day has been a little bit unproductive i'd say. slept till 11am, out for lunch then back at home. did nothing, doing nothing. terrible, terrible me. i'm wasting so much time, even updating this blog feels so much so as wasting time. adoi!~

okla, maybe buat some pizza for tonight. or just plain pretzels and cheese bread. oh i hate what i'm feeling right now. i hate knowing i have so many things to do but my heart is just not into it...yet.. call me silly, i know i am. nothing can help me feel better at this moment, but i'm sure it will all get better in time. it will.

monday ada trip pegi serting hilir pulak. a site visit and i'm about to get my menstrual lagi sehari dua ni. wah, sangat la terbaik timing nye kan. confirm la i'll be moody all the way hari isnin nanti. huwaaa :(( *emotional to the max!*

take care people. love.

almost there. somewhere.

2010-02-04T02:27:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

My lab work is almost done. at least that is what i think lah. inshaAllah, kalau tak ada aral melintang, boleh habis before CNY break. i really want to finish this quick. have i lost interest in Biotech? i don't know. i wish i have the answer. trust me, i think i was the only one in the lecture hall today that has no interest at all during the commercialization lecture by a guest speaker. haha. sangat tidak berminat. macam mana ni? semua orang angkat tangan -- nak bisnes! nak jadi researcher! me? i'm a loser... :P i couldn't choose. i'm somewhere in between la i guess..

orang lain excited to have that degree and nak jadi someone, somebody 'big' in the vast world of biotech. me? rasa macam nak guna my sijil jabatan kebajikan masyarakat, jadi social worker or bukak rumah asuhan kanak-kanak. hehe.. berangannnnn...

where will this road taken leads me to? do you know? of course you don't. you are my friend, the one who walks beside me, not some pshychic who knows what will happen in my future. so hope you will be there with me. whatever the future maybe..

cewahh.. asal update je nak touchy feely mumbo jumbo minah ni kan? hahaha.. chill la. i'm not that complex pun. sempoi je sebenarnya. saja nak emotional tak tentu hala je kadang-kadang tu. cam mintak penampar so that i'll wake up from my day-dream-land..

ok.. da start crap-talkin. better stop here. (oh, JT please reconcile with your wife and get rid of that w**** quickly. prove to those disruptive medias that there's still a 'good guy' somewhere in you. be that guy that 'turned his head and smiled to that two silly girls who screamed his name'. haha. call me crazy, but i like this guy. i know what you would say - it takes two to tango, but hey, nobody's perfect. just leave him alone already! let him own up to his mistake and fix it with his family)

haha.. ok. seriously dah mengantuk tahap -- takde topik lain selain mempertahankan my favorite person despite the fact that he's a cheater. oh nurul, you need to get a life..! :))

later people. take care! love~

living life

2010-02-03T00:50:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

hey there.

In dwelling, live close to the ground.
In thinking, keep to the simple.
In conflict, be fair and generous.
In governing, don't try to control.
In work, do what you enjoy.
In family life, be completely present.
/Lao Tzu/

* Please don't decipher this quote from the religion aspect only. this man was a famous Chinese philosopher.*

today dapat keluar with my sayangs (sans zima & shayna tho) besttt.. rindu sangat dekat diorang. haih. my life has been very busy and tiring lately *cehh.. walaupun kadang-kadang tak tau lah buat ape je pun sebenarnye* anyway.. had a great time reminiscing the good old days. terasa macam teramat tua lah pulak.. ish.. my friend is getting married this year! her engagement will be on the 14th of Feb.. congrats dear!

oh, tadi macam-macam cerita keluar, from Manpreet the hot lady -- to J.T. the cheater. haha. Manpreet, so what if he messed up his private life? i still like him, and that does not mean that i like cheaters Manpreet! :P macam-macam hidup ni kan? who are we to judge. i've learned my lesson last week. i should start putting myself in people's shoes before i start to talk about their matters. tak semua di lahirkan dengan my mind, my thoughts.

anyway, enough bout me.. how has life been treating you my dear readers? thank you lah for checking out this blog despite the update yang most of the time hampeh je. mind you i'm a very complicated person yang kadang-kadang predictable. camno tu? :P

dah la.. i shouldn't torture any one with my lame entry. till next time! take care~

Tell

2010-02-01T16:11:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Tell that someone that you love... what you're thinking of.. if tomorrow never comes.

home sweet home

2010-01-30T18:40:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Yay! I've changed the blog template. hehe. it's quite simple, i know. tak sampai pun setengah jam dah siap tukar. malas nak go through banyak sangat templates and my eyes just love this one. so, this is it for the time being. hehe.

hm, hari ni tak dapat keluar jalan-jalan pun. Batu Caves sesak. in case you are wondering why, sila baca di sini.

so, i guess esok je lah keluar. and atas budi bicara *cewah* dengan faiqah, esok maybe tak pegi buat sampling. faiqah will go with amy to get the job done. thanks bebeh! :)

so, malam ni kena fikir betul-betul what i need to shop for this semester. On top of the list is new swatch strap, shoes, and a pair of jeans. will see how tomorrow. final sem requires a lot of money. untuk thesis printing etc nanti. so, gotta save some. hm. feeling a lot better being at home. tak fikirkan masalah orang lain. hehehe. tadi buat pizza for lunch and along baked Kek Zebra. bestttt.. sebab tu lah orang cakap "rumahku, syurgaku" or "east, west, home is the best". poyo je kan? :P

till next time, take care. love!

Me and my big mouth

2010-01-28T12:54:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Yay! exam is over :) and i managed NOT to update this blog for tormenting 3 days. ceh, konon-konon kalau tak update tu, kira focus on revising my notes la. *sila buat2 percaya yang saya telah study dengan tekun* ;D

hm, semalam test habis, lepak je the whole day, tapi magicnya tu, tak dozed off pulak. padahal slalu nak study mata ni cam ade glue aje :P hehe. berborak. bergossip. berseronok untuk keluar kan information yang dah tepu *konon2* dalam kepala ni. then last night, me and my friends decided to eat out *mentang-mentang poket berisi sikit* dekat Rasamas in Seri Serdang. and unfortunately, peristiwa berdarah telah berlaku semalam. haha. sila baca di sini.

Lepas dah melupakan sikit peristiwa berdarah tu, balik bilik, tiba-tiba baca peristiwa patah hati pulak. just so you know, i hate, allow me to bold that, HATE seeing my friends getting hurt by man. bukan bermaksud saya anti-lelaki, sexist or whatever korang nak label perempuan yang tak suka lelaki, but i seriously despise lelaki yang mengambil kesempatan terhadap kebaikan perempuan. hm. dah. tak boleh elaborate lebih panjang demi menjaga hati banyak pihak.

having 3 elder sisters, i have seen them going thru all sort of relationships. ye, orang akan cakap "dengar dan rasa tak sama" yes, i have had no "special relationship" with anybody. pathetic? say whatever u need to. tapi tengok my sisters yang tunggang langgang bercinta dan kuciwa, i dont think i have to go thru it to give my honest and humble advice/opinion. bukan paksa korang terima pun, in the end keputusan still dekat dalam tangan masing-masing. cuma, bila buat keputusan tu, sila la fikir hati dan perasaan masing-masing sebelum nak fikir perasaan partner. i have yet to find out rasa "jatuh cinta" yang disebut-sebut, tapi kalau sekadar kecewa, tengok my sisters and kawan-kawan kecewa pun, saya dah CUKUP kecewa. please la appreciate diri sendiri sebelum sanggup 'mati' demi partner masing-masing.

yes, me and my big mouth. i say what i need to, when i need to, whatever i feel at that moment. to me, tak ada "cover line" punya concept dalam friendship. tapi ye lah, tak semua orang boleh terima. i should work on that. i should work on keeping my mouth shut bila my friend is in trouble. shut up, observe and talk when required je. *diam lah nurul! orang tak suka kau bercakap banyak!memekak je* so. from now on i should reserve my comment :) it shouldn't be that hard kan? berusaha pasti jaya katanya..

hm, i should really go back to my old self lah. talk when necessary. stop being a chatterbox. chatterbox hanya bila bersama FAMILY. berhenti meluahkan benda yang tak perlu. nanti hilang kawan lagi. *to my sayangsssss, i miss u girls, tho i know korang sure dah lama takkbaca blog ni.. kan?*

take care people. love!~

exam mode lah konon

2010-01-24T20:43:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

This is going to be a quick update.

I’m going to have my first test this week (25-27/01/2010)

25/01 - waste water treatment technology

- bioremediation

26/01 - solid waste management

27/01 - commercialization and current issues in biotech.

Meriah kan? 3 hari beturut. By the way, ni tiba-tiba terfikir masa gosok gigi tadi *out of all the time and places* since I’m the only one in my family who has no talent & lack focus ( eg: in cooking, or music, or even teaching.. etc) I’ve decided to challenge *challenge la sangat* & reward myself to get things done. For example, the first challenge will be not to update this blog until I’ve finished my 4th paper. Senang je kan bunyi nye? As a reward, I’ll allocate myself a few hours on next weekend to change my blog template. Ehehe.. boleh ke camni? We’ll see lah the outcome nanti. *gonna keep my fingers crossed, knowing how I’m a very hangat-hangat tahi unta kinda woman* :P

So, till then people. Take care! Best of luck to all my friends :) love!~

Forgotten

2010-01-23T02:15:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Hey there. sorry i have been too lazy to update my bloggie. anyway, I *accidentally* found my LP dvd when i was flipping thru the DVDs album.. oh i love! this DVD so much. it is LP frat party at the pancake festival. i bet some of my sayangs must have remembered this DVD! *dude! it smells like b.o.* remember that girls?? owh they're so cool. back then i was one of their biggest fans! haha.. not that i don't like them now, just that now dah tua ni... *ceh, tua la sgt* i mean, dulu layan LP every time nak exam coz lagu dia boleh jerit2. now ni, dah mellow sikit.. nak exam cool je... cehh.. poyo je bunyi nye..

hm. the best band ever! in my opinion la. six great minds in one band. unfortunately I'd forgotten them somewhere somehow along the way. now bila dengar balik, gosh i had just realized how much i love the mix of hip hop, hard rock and electronic sound in their musics. a mix of everything in between. just wonderful. hehe.

hm, itu je lah current update. next week ada test, usually exam week ni mesti nak update everyday, mana taknya blog ni kan tempat nak blurt out everything. tapi entah kenapa lately ni i didnt feel like resorting to my this.and.that. yeah, i did have some melt down moments minggu lepas. alhamdulillah things got better in time. ni masalah dalaman yang tak perlu la tulis dekat blog.

owh, petang tadi i watched julie & julia with my sisters. they dozed off half way thru.haha. end up saya sorang lah tengok till the end. nice movie. quite motivational ceritanya. hope my sister in Japan will turned out to be like julie too. hehe. good luck big sis! perseverence is the key. nothing comes easy in this world, but just so you know, we have your back all the way! ok? :) love you!

hm. okla, prolly a btter update next time? not now. i really have nothing positive to share for the time being..oh..oh.. mama's kelisa is now with me in upm :) hehe~ baby step bak kata zima. cukup la sekadar nak round dalam campus. nak merayau tak berani *yet* coz it's not my car. apa-apa hal nanti kesian mama. so, till next time people! love you! muahss~ take care.

pointless

2010-01-20T00:21:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

sometimes i wish it was easy to leave the world that i love behind.

life oh life

2010-01-13T21:32:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

oh, i have lost the groove again. always wanting to write but too busy at that moment and forgot the whole thing as soon as i hit the new post button. life has been crazy-busy this week. yes, final year student's life - the freedom-insane-life of freshmen is long gone. sampai tido pun termimpi-mimpi timbang chemicals and buat sampling. camno tu? :(

ke tu maknanye kena settle kan as many tasks as possible sebelum tido? haih. orang selalu cakap, student life tu best, dah kerja nanti lagi teruk. then comes, kerja tak la teruk sangat, dah kawin lagi teruk. thennnn... dah kawin tu kira ok lagi, nanti dah beranak-pinak lagiiii terukk... kenapa ramai manusia negatif macam ni? why the very negative connotation about life? sedangkan hidup di dunia ni hanya sementara?

i mean, takde la nak suruh gembira all the time. hari ni, during commercialization lecture *yes, dalam lecture hall teringat nak update blog, apa nak jadi dgn budak ni?? :P* anyway, my Prof cakap upgrade yourself, be proactive, create value,be innovative, etc.. he said local graduates lack confidence, baru sergah sikit dah timid. can't speak proper English, terus rasa inferior. haha... adoiiiiii.. time is life he said.. if you want to mess up - better do it early. cut your losses.. dan macam-macam lagi la.. and as soon i came out dari lecture hall tu, as opposed to being semangat nak jadi better person - saya terus jadi blurr.

who doesn't want to be better. always and each day niat di hati nak jadi a better person inside-out. i want to write with proper grammar, i want to learn this and that. do this and that. but action speaks louder than words. tak mau la jadi orang 'cakap tak serupa bikin' or 'hangat-hangat tahi ayam' or 'ibarat melepaskan batuk di tangga' *yang ni tak tau la betul ke tak & boleh pakai in this case :))* hm.. i dont want to promise myself too much dreams. not that i don't have expectations, tapi mungkin tak setinggi langit.

i bet some of you get what i'm trying to say, and prolly some dah gerakkan cursor nak close window ni. hehe.. seriously, kena cari buku dare to fail and baca balik isi kandunganya. mungkin boleh membantu. yes, i'm a 'self-help & motivational books - freak'. the bad thing is, the advices tu macam tak berkesan on myself, but i only know how to tell others how to. gila tak? :P me and my canyon mouth. eheh..

hm.. dah la. korang fikir la sendiri apa nak buat dengan hidup ni. first step, jangan bazir masa. and saya harus bermula sekarang. mandi - siapkan kerja sikit - tido!. have a very longggg day to face tomorrow, and hope at the end of the day, less work to do and more rest for me.

take care people. love!~

look...

2010-01-09T03:36:00.000+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

look into your heart, and you will find.

maybe i've stopped looking.

maybe i've stopped searching.

for i thought i have found what i needed in life.

maybe i've been wronged.

maybe it was a mistake.

maybe there's more to life than this.

just maybe i should start on that journey again.

blow wind blow, blow this soul to where it should be.

and the ship sails... today.

Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit

2010-01-07T17:09:00.007+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Haha.. ni mengigau apa ntah nak nyanyi lagu Late Tan Sri P. Ramlee. Hari ni dalam sejarah, i did something i havent done for so long. which is, merajuk. hahaha..ok, it was a bit mean, and i had no intention to do it. cuma dah ditakdirkan keadaan jadi macam tadi. sorry Ain, Fa, and Amy :)

Saat-saat hormone imbalance la tadi. tu la jadi camtu, padahal diorang gurau je :P maka orang yang emotional ni, terus keluar dari kereta dan pegi naik bas. yay me! tahniah nurul sebab berjaya buat my sunshines menggelabah gila. kesian dorang, tak pasal-pasal sedih kejap. *notty nurul! nak kena rotan ni! :P

By the way, ribut dah surut. hati dah ok dah, emo sekejap je tadi tu. to be honest, i sucked at sulking.. hahaha.. boleh ke camtu? i just can't. sebab nanti i'm the one yang rasa guilty and sangat bodoh sebab susahkan hati orang lain. and i don't like the 'di pujuk' part. oh, the weird but true part is, everytime saya merajuk, saya yang end up memujuk. pelik kan? but i like it that way. i love the memujuk part tho i dont like di pujuk...

ok.. perenggan tadi banyak sangat pulak word 'pujuk', bahaya, boleh mencederakan lidah pembaca. hahaha... haih.. sorry again girls. ni la dia orang pendiam ni, bila marah, boleh ribut satu dunia. nasib baik la dapat sayangs and sunshines yang sangat cool & undertsanding. *lucky me, nay?? :)

Thank You God for blessing me with such wonderful people, those who manage to mend my heart all the time. tapi the nature of human, at times ada jugak gaduhnya. i'm just glad it's over. it hurts a lot when i lost a friend recently, and i'm very sure i don't want to lose these great friends ever! *i know, i can be a really silly person at times!

hm, at the end of the day, ain kata "kalau merajuk jangan terus keluar dari kereta! nanti kena langgar" hehehe... you are right my friend, kita mintak maaf k? let this be the only bittersweet memory untuk tahun ni. lepas ni cuma yang sweet like candy je *ops. siapa kata kita tak jahat?? :))*

lastly, i know i've posted this several times, but just to remind myself of how lucky i am. here goes :)

something from "chicken soup for the teenage soul on love & friendship"

Why they are friends

Because… they smile.

Because… they understand just by looking into your eyes.

Because… they finish your sentences and know what you like.

Because… they know you better than you know yourself.

Because… with them you aren’t afraid to be yourself

Because… you can say something stupid or exposs your deepest secret to them.

Because… everything you do together becomes a memory.

Because… you don’t need to do something special to have fun… fun just happens.

Because… you don’t need to explain anything… they just know.

Because… they tell you the truth, no matter how much you’d rather not hear it.

Because… they would do anything for you and get you out of trouble.

Because… they make you laugh harder than anyone.

Because… they are not afraid to put themselves on line for you

Because… you can trust them.

Because… they believe in your dreams, no matter how silly they may seem.

Because…they dry your tears.

Because… you are good enough when you are with them.

Because… they love you for who you really are.

by Kristy Glassen

i love!love!love!love!love!love!love!love!love you, friends!

better in time

2010-01-07T07:49:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Leona Lewis - Better in Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time...

things do get better in time. we just have to be patient....

after a good doa, usaha, tawakal & redha, i believe that things do get better in time....

at least it did get better for me...

take care love! till next time ;)

i wish sky is the limit

2010-01-05T11:11:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Hey there. back for another round of venting session. last nite i was so furious with Maxis Broadband that i actually yapped at the technical operator for 40 minutes! heh~ punya la payah che-eye-nun-alif tu nak explain and layan my complaint. ambik kau! geram betul. one thing about internet service kat Malaysia ni, dah la lembab nak mampus, mahal pulak tu! :(

Service kalau baik, worth it jugak la bayar rm98 per month. before this, the package was rm98 per month and the usage is 'sort of' limitless. Memang la the actual quota is 3Gb, but even if we've exceeded the limit, they'll just slow down the internet connection. Now ni they have come up with a BETTER WAY to squeeze every cent from their customers' pocket. after you've exceeded the quota given, bukan dia slow kan server, tapi dia bar terus service. shitty kan? and in order to use balik you have to pay a certain amount for additional quota. crappy betul! betul-betul cekik darah. kira now the system is like prepaid line lah. kurang asam punya MAXIS BROADBAND.

Kadang-kadang jeles dengan my sister in Japan tu, tak payah pening-pening pasal internet connection. Ni achu la yang cakap, that she watched live football match on the internet je when she was there. haihhhh... Malaysia pleaseeee la maju :P haha. bukan tak bersyukur, kalau setakat put aside rm100 per month, put up with most-of-the-time-crappy server, tu kira oklah lagi. tapi kalau nak suruh bayar rm98 for exact 3Gb quota, and additional rm28 for extra 1Gb lagi, lupakan je lah. baik try broadband lain pulak lepas ni, service shitty pun, bayar murah, so tak boleh nak marah-marah. ni bayar mahal nak mampus... server ultra-shitty jugak! :(( dah la operator tu cakap that i used average 5-6Gb per month. nak mati? tak ke dekat rm200 nanti bill???? tapi boleh je kalau tak purchase extra Gb, just have to wait till dia revert balik next 3Gb quota *cuma kena tanya iman di dada lah, tahan ke takde internet connection beberapa hari?? kan? kan? :P

Anyway, to end my venting session...*positive connotation* taking it from a bright side, bagus jugak la lepas ni tak online selalu. kurang aktiviti main facebook, blogging, blog hopping, dan google-ing benda-benda non-related to study matters. hahahaha..~ in short, tak la melagha! melangut depan computer layan vcs kat youtube.com :P

bagus la tu kan? kurang pembaziran masa? lebih masa tido? *eheh, acah je!* ye la, lebih banyak masa untuk study lepas ni, i hope :)

till next time!take care people! love~

you should stick to table tennis.

2010-01-02T23:03:00.007+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

the whole day hari ni emo je gara-gara article from Matthew Syed. i was actually shaken by the article. *ceh, konon ni die hard fan JT lah* hahaha. Well, takpe la. i guess mamat ni takde benda lain nak publish so dia pun bagi lah article tu kat times.. ngehngehngeh ;P

hm, esok nak kena balik uni dah. aiyo, semangat sila take over diri ini. hati, sila tenang. badan, sila sihat. semangat, sila kuat. muka, sila kiut! wahahahaha.. ;))

ok, sebelum korang termuntah. back to being emo sepanjang hari ni. bengang dekat article tu punya pasal, sampai teringat kisah dahulu kala. someone i know wrote "kadang-kadang yang pendiam tu la yang tak baik, and yang muka macam pengganas lah yang selamatkan kita". look can be decieving, i guess that's what she was trying to say. *tak dapat nak link, sebab dia dah delete article dia tulis tu* to me, tak tau lah siapa yang patut rasa terhina atau dihina. huhu. what say you? a stranger cakap yang pendiam tu tak semestinya baik, atau a friend calling you muka pengganas?

anywayyy, *sudah-sudah lah dengan benda yang dah lepas tu nurul*. see what an article can do to me? i think i need to go join an anger management support group la. jadi tak lah emo tak tentu hala, and blurt out semua dekat sini je keje nye. keskeskes. bak kata achu, chillex la yaya! :P

dah lah, i should stop wasting your time. semangat people! semangat! bahang bunga api tahun baru masih terasa, hati sila la rasa meriah nak buat kerja, ok? jangan merungut je. nak senang kena susah dulu. ustazah kata, 'hidayah tak datang bergolek'. same goes for rezeki kan? ;)

till next time. take care~ love!

p/s: Matthew Syed ni a former Olympic table tennis player *hence, the title* . oh, and i like the respond from Hugh Sylvester in the comment box :P haha. truth is never vain, jadi tunggu je la the truth comes out, till then i'm still your fan JT! ;)

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T11:48:00.002+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Happy new year friends & family! it's 2010. hm, i've been reading other people's blogs and their new yer resolutions. meriah betul! macam-macam ada... not that i don't have resolutions, but i'd rather keep it to myself :) sebab i dont want other people to judge me, or my resolutions. ye la, maybe mine is not as ambitious as others i think. just small things that i hope to achieve this year.

Anywayyy, my blog will turn 1 in a few days. *i'm proud of myself* i thought i'd stop writing somewhere in the mid of 2009, but hey i made it to 2010. what more can i say? :) I hope for the best for everyone in this new year. sihat badan, akal, dan hati to do better in everything. to work hard to get what we want. to love and cherish all the great things around us.

A year older, a year wiser? hehe.. all the bittersweet memories in 2009, let 'em stay in 2009. to my family, i hope this will be a better year for us, no stress, no burden, just more love in the air. to my sayangs, another year for this great friendship, may there be more great memories to create. to my shunshines, i love you girls and lets cherish this few months we have left in uni, and may we be friends forever!

dear readers, selamat menunaikan azam tahun baru anda sekalian ;) and dear self, jangan hangat-hangat tahi ayam pulak dengan azam diri sendiri, ok? :P

take care!hugs and love from moi~ happy new year!

hold on little girl

2009-12-30T01:35:00.003+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

Mr. BIG - To Be With You
Hold on little girl
show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
when it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwile
and I can make you start to smile :)

I would like to dedicate this song to myself and my sisters. haha :P gila poyo. oh, takde la. lagu ni ada sejarah sikit in my life. no, bukan sebab kuciwa dengan boyfriend lepas tu ada mat rock ala Eric Martin nyanyikan lagu ni. tapi masa form 2, i was roommies with Along *heh* and everynite kitorang loop lagu ni dengan Wild World sampai ke pagi. oh, such great memory ;) *tears*

However it would be nice kalau betul ada mat rock yang kiut-miut nak nyanyi kan lagu ni for me. hahaha... Oh My, ni la akibatnye kalau ada kakak lahir in the mid 70s n early 80s.. haha. Colour Me Bad la, Boyz2Men la, NKOTB la.. ngehngeh :P

anyway, buat masa sekarang ni, bukan la kecewa dengan boyfriend ke apa, just that things around me macam tak berapa nak -best sangat. bila jumpa cosv makin bertambah labwork nye. objectives dah jadi 3! macam nak buat projek MSc pulak dah. takpe lah, i'll take it as a challenge, and the not so 'best' part sebenarnya is that i have to settle everything by mid february.

kesian my sunshines kat uni ni ha, everyday kena dengar saya merungut! huhu. sorry girls. kalau sekali merungut tu macam cucuk paku kat kepala diorang, sure la rupa diorang akan lagi dahsyat dari Frankenstein! haha. ape punya perumpamaan la ni kan..?? *lame* :P ni belum merungut dekat my sayangs. aiyooo.. i guess new year resolution kena jadi orang yang less merungut la kan? :))

hm. tu je la for now. kalau anda rajin sila la check out lagu ni ok? best~ ;) till next time people! take care.

p/s: berhenti la membenci satu sama lain. at one point, people just don't care about you anymore and what you're doing is just plain --nuisance...

Monday blues?

2009-12-28T02:09:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you :)

hi there sunshine. haven't had the feeling to write on my blog lately. so many things happened and nothing worth to blog about, i guess? hm. I've started the fermentation process for my fyp. 3 more days to go before i can stop and do the analysis.

enough with fyp. anyway, went for chipmunks on Friday with my sisters and their kiddies *i wish Anor and Harisa were with us* hehe. kiut gila all the tupai tanah yang bercakap-cakap :). it's a family themed movie and there's no better way to watch it other than with the Ohana. the kids enjoyed the movie, and of course the play-time after that ;P

oh, i accidentally left my handbag in the cinema after the movie. hahah! prolly because of the avatar cup that Ame bought ;P *lets play the blame-game* huhu. ye, pegi tengok chipmunks beli air coke dalam cup avatar. how's that? hehe~ thank God that the cleaners found the bag and handed it to their supervisor. fortunately, nothing went missing ;)

hm, tu je lah. i've been going back & forth to upm during weekend to do some sampling, and this morning i'll be going back for GOOD :( haha. drama je lebih, of course la kena balik. it's the start of a new semester, i shouldn't be so negative kan? hmm~ guess this is just some Monday blues that will pass kan?

oh. i've been so Chelsea-fied by my little sister lately. haha. ye, blame it on Achubs. Seriously, it's hard for me to stick to one team, and be a "fan". you can guess why la kot. i hate losing, or root for a team yg ada tendency untuk jadi second best all the time? :)) hahaha.. ok, cuba jadi fan yang lebih optimis nurul, they will win the title this season *wish hard* :P xpe la, bila lagi nak enjoy tengok bola with the little sister. next year dia dah nak sit for SPM. hope she does well. oh. and this crazy chic actually promised her a germany team jersey! only if result 1st trial dia memuaskan hati la. haha. gosh, cepat la duit scholar masuk!!! :P

ok la. before i ramble on more useless events.. haha. i hope this sem i'll be able to give my best shot. my final best shot. do it for the love of me, my parents and my family. till next post. take care people! muax~